by m2 » 11/2/2009, 2:59 pm
You caught that? Wow.
Anyway uh today was....interesting...
So i'll take it by period.
Pre- Homeroom: Small Talk. I gave her a note saying i was over it (and i wasn't) and that i just wanna be friends.
Homeroom: I await an answer for said note.
Period 1: I receive the note saying she wants to be friends, but she was very unconvincing with her very lightly written "Suuure..."
Period 2: Nothin'
Period 3: I receive a very angry note saying she's actually not sorry and that she was really OVER. Sooo I'm pissed again so, being angry saying, that i'm not the one who should be sorry and that if she wants to make a big deal, then i don't know what to say.
Period 4: MOTHER#&*$ER! SHE STARTS DATING CHRIS? THE HORMONALLY POSSESSED PERV WHO I ALREADY HATED??? I was PISSED!!! He got a good laugh about it.
Period 5: I kept it solid and kept a smile through all this until then. I start falling apart.
Lunch/Break: She's mad at me. Wow. Seriously? So all my friends are pissed and giving me the finger. Recess....was hell. All my friends hate me and she's madder than ever. Then it kinda got better... until Shannon came. See Shannon is my best friend and her best friend as well. Shannon is never mad at me. She was SCREAMING at me. The girl (let's clear this up: her name's Kaylee), said that can't even be friends with me b/c apparently i was talking shit about her behind her back. Not True. So were all mad again.
Period 7: I clear things up with Shannon telling her i never said anything bad about Kaylee and I still have feelings for her and I understand she's moved on and i wanna be friends.
Period 8: Shannon tells her and Kaylee is no longer mad at me. But she's still acting weird. I wondered what was up. Bue hey, wat eva.
Period 9: I start to get sad again and miss her. I pout around for 42 minutes.
THEN
On my way out she comes up to me, gives me a note with a heart on it and gave Chris a note with words on the front. Looked like it said "Sorry /:"
hmmmm...
I read the note.....
MATT,
I lied straight to your face....Matt, i still love you! It doesn't feel the same with Chris like it did with you. I'm not over you! I miss you!! I NEED you!! I can't move on and it scares me b/c it feels like i CAN'T! You have a good reason not to love me anymore tho.....So... im sorry. CALL ME!
Kaylee <3
WOW!