TTYNKAM (TYPDCAA) IV
ITS OKAY I AM COMPLETLEY CALM AND AM NOT OUT OF MY MIND AT ALL
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come back again
to here knows when
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come back again
to here knows when
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Soozy wrote:So, my friend's over from Seattle, and we went out last night, and we were meant to go out again tonight, but I was too tired to go and I feel really crap for not going, but I already slept for over an hour when I got home. I'm sooooo effing fed up with being tired all the time for no reason that I can find. My boss even suggested today that I should work reduced hours (on reduced pay) for a while until I'm not so sleepy - but that would be my holiday money I'm missing out onI thought I was meant to be getting back to normal, but it's just not happening.
Aww.

*feeds Soozy lots of chocolaty desserts stuffed with sugar and injected with caffeine*

<table><tr><td>~ Nikki Edwards
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"If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
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<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>
<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>
<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>
<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
some day you'll join us, and the world will <font color="#FFFFFF">live</font> as one.</font></center></font>
Queen of the Harpies <img src="../phpBB2/files/queen_of_harpies.gif" align="texttop"></td><td><font color="orange">President of the Pookie Brigade</font>
"If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
<center><img src="../phpBB2/files/squiggle.gif">
<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>
<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>
<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>
<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
some day you'll join us, and the world will <font color="#FFFFFF">live</font> as one.</font></center></font>
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I don't like having to screw around with all my courses.
I want to get into another english class but the course is closed online, so I have to get the prof to sign me in. And I don't even know if I want to do it. Grr.
I want to get into another english class but the course is closed online, so I have to get the prof to sign me in. And I don't even know if I want to do it. Grr.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
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Awww Jenny
i'm gonna miss your blog.
Thanks for the hugs guys. I think the problem must be my medication. I was a bit tired when I saw my oncologist in November which is normally a sign that you're not taking enough, so we upped my dosage and now I feel even worse - I know for sure that I'm a bit high now - but maybe i was too high before. But if we lower the dosage it makes it more likely that the cancer will come back which I don't particulary want. And any changes take 6 weeks to kick in and I don't want to wait that long to feel normal. But maybe it's sometime totally different, I don't know. I think I'm gonna see my GP and see what she thinks. With any luck she'll sign me off work for a month and I won't have to worry about losing out on the money, but I think that's wishful thinking.

Thanks for the hugs guys. I think the problem must be my medication. I was a bit tired when I saw my oncologist in November which is normally a sign that you're not taking enough, so we upped my dosage and now I feel even worse - I know for sure that I'm a bit high now - but maybe i was too high before. But if we lower the dosage it makes it more likely that the cancer will come back which I don't particulary want. And any changes take 6 weeks to kick in and I don't want to wait that long to feel normal. But maybe it's sometime totally different, I don't know. I think I'm gonna see my GP and see what she thinks. With any luck she'll sign me off work for a month and I won't have to worry about losing out on the money, but I think that's wishful thinking.
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
Ooh but in good news, I found pomegranate juice in the supermarket for the first time
I have posh stuff in a pretty bottle that claims to be really good for me, and some normal stuff in a carton that I'm sure is just as good and much cheaper too.

I have posh stuff in a pretty bottle that claims to be really good for me, and some normal stuff in a carton that I'm sure is just as good and much cheaper too.
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
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