by Sufjan Stevens » 3/13/2003, 9:02 pm
I said I would leave after Steph broke up with me, I said I would leave if Dan kept posting here, and I bet there was another time too. But yeah, I became Dan's friend, the threat of Steph didn't get me off the board, and yeah, I am here still.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.