Finding great friends in this life is exceptionally difficult.
I must be extremely lucky then, because I have come by and kept a handful of amazing friends. Friends I know I can count on for anything. I remember when I didn't have them though, and you just have to keep trying. Good people that make great friends are out there. It takes so much work to build those ties though.
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Dear money,
Why won't you start reproducing asexually? I need more of you. Not because I'm greedy, just so I can finish my education. Please! You know you wanna.
afealicious wrote:one of my best friends completely forgot about my birthday. i didn't mention it at all just to see if she would, and as i predicted, she did. although tons of other people i wasn't even that close to didn't, and went out of their way to do things like serenade me in the halls. i'm sending an email out at 12 midnight tonight to wish <i>her</i> a happy birthday. i've also been counting down to it to make sure i wouldn't forget.
sometimes you're just nice to people you consider your friends, and you don't get anything back because they just don't care about you as much as you care about them. it happens, and in time you come to your own decision on whether or not you want to keep doing what you're doing for them.
See, this were my apparently good friends.....and um some members of my family.
Almost the opposite happened to me. Everyone remembered, and sent me messages and stuff. But there's no one around at all. I've tried to contact like, eight people. But here I am still sitting at the computer.
:O is today your birthday??
It was!
awww, well, happy belated birthday!! *fwee!* *throws confetti in the air*
why must you make me sick? i was feeling fine but noooo because of you i got up after 3 hours of sleep only to feel queazy and end up throwing up and it's not going away :*(**. GO AWAY.
Why did you have to go and change from awesome job to crappy job? I am so disappointed in you. BUT, I did get to see hot Venezualan once, so I geuss it's not all worthless.
I've known you for over three years, and yet not a single one of you knows my phone number?
And there was no other possible way to contact me last night?
Right. Thanks.
-Annie (Whee! boring signature!)
Member of the Pokémon League
I've known you for over three years, and yet not a single one of you knows my phone number? And there was no other possible way to contact me last night? Right. Thanks.
Yeah, I know how that goes.
My friend moved out of state and couldn't even call me to say goodbye. By the way, I've known him since we were 8. We are 23 now.
~*Megan*~
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
Why is that I have known you for *counts* going on 13 years now, and I have never once even been invited to your cottage? You've brought everone else, even the guy whom you hated until recently. Come to think of it, how do you struggle so much to remember my birthday and why do you never call, and why does it feel that you only ever make plans with me when you need something from me? It's like you hang out with every flavour of the week but me. 13 years and I have never even been a flavour? I don't even know what to think.
-Me
Queens Of The Stone Age-Someone's In The Wolf Once you're lost in twillights's blue You don't find your way, the way finds you...
Tempt the fates, beware the smile It hides all the teeth, my dear, What's behind them...
So glad you could stay Forever
He steps between the trees, a crooked man There's blood on the blade Don't take his hand
You warm by the firelight, in twilight's blue Shadows creep & dance the walls He's creeping too..
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
Dear Sun,
Hows it going? Perhaps a midlife crisis? maybe? You wanna take a break and have an ice age for a little while?
Cause seriously I wouldn't mind if it ment I wouldn't get burned by you anymore. And hey, everyone needs a break, right?
Let me know if you are going out so that I can not.
...not that I don't want to hang with you, but you can be a douche sometimes.
Sincerly, Sarah
-Sarah Goodbye you liar, Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything Then you think you will inspire Take apart your head (and I wish I could inspire) Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
way to suck. now i have to have you cut out of my mouth.
if only you hadn't made me sick, we could have stayed together.
so i guess this is a good bye letter.
i'm not going to miss all those times you got inflamed and decided to be big jerks. i'm not going to miss all those times you made me sick, scratched at my throat and distorted my voice.
i'm really not going to miss you.
it's over.
sincerely,
katie!
<b><3</b> Katie! ~ proud member of the anti-milk alliance
<b> "well i'm not sleeping, you're not here"</b><br>
"and the lonliness leads to bad dreams, and the <b>bad dreams lead me to calling you</b>, and i call you and say...<i>come here</i>"
Did I piss you off? I mean honestly, I'm so bored I would settle for anything. So my friend is bored too, but I can I see a movie with her? No. Why not? Because then I would need to find another girl to come as well so that her boyfriend doesn't get jealous. Her boyfriend has been my best friend since grade 1. I've known her since grade 1. I've known them each for 13 years. I mean come on! There is nobody else around, but because of this agreement they have, she can't go out. A little trust wouldn't kill them. I mean, honestly, I just want someone to sit with and talk to for a bit so I don't have to sit there alone. I'm not trying to steal his girl or anything, I'm just bored and trying to see a movie. Damn you movies!
sincerley,
me
Queens Of The Stone Age-Someone's In The Wolf Once you're lost in twillights's blue You don't find your way, the way finds you...
Tempt the fates, beware the smile It hides all the teeth, my dear, What's behind them...
So glad you could stay Forever
He steps between the trees, a crooked man There's blood on the blade Don't take his hand
You warm by the firelight, in twilight's blue Shadows creep & dance the walls He's creeping too..
i'm sending an email out at 12 midnight tonight to wish <i>her</i> a happy birthday. i've also been counting down to it to make sure i wouldn't forget.
