So This Is Goodbye

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You realize that sometimes you're not okay, you level off, you level off, you level off...
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Post by trentm32 »

I wish you the best, bro.

*tips hat*
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'i tip my hat and i smile smile smile'
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Take care, dahling.
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byebyeeeeee.
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Post by nikki4982 »

:(

That pretty much says it all.
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Post by Lando »

I blame all of you for making Jason leave. I'm now filled with hate. He was one of the coolest people I've known online and I've known him longer than the CM has existed. Without him a lot of trades wouldn't have happened for some great OLP concerts and a lot of people wouldn't have signed up to this site without those being available for download!

Okay, I can't stay mad at anyone... but I really wish he wouldn't have left...
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Lando's right. Jason's a cool dude, and I remember the pre hub days when he would let me grab files from him all night over AIM. My collection practically started through his generosity. I'm sad to see him gone.
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Lando wrote:I blame all of you for making Jason leave. I'm now filled with hate. He was one of the coolest people I've known online and I've known him longer than the CM has existed...

Okay, I can't stay mad at anyone... but I really wish he wouldn't have left...


i feel the exact same way.
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I say we email Jason and beg him to come back.
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Post by reza »

*nods*

he was a genuinely good guy.
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I talked to him about it. I say we give him some time, he left for a reason right? Then later we can bombard him with return requests!
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I can/will talk to him too. :nod:
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He responded to everyone's emails today, I know that much.
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Post by nelison »

I don't know if this is the a good place to ask, but could anyone fill me in on what happened? The CM has been fight-free for quite a while now, unless I missed something, so I was just wondering.
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.

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Post by superrgirll »

i think i missed something too.

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i don't think anybody really knows, or at least isn't saying anything?
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Post by clumsychild_ »

It's more of a behind-the-scenes sort of thing. :uhh:
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Post by nikki4982 »

Yeah, it's not really anyone's business cept the people involved.

Let's just all hope everything clears up over time. :(
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<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>

<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>

<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>

<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
some day you'll join us, and the world will <font color="#FFFFFF">live</font> as one.</font></center></font>
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Yeah, it didn't happen on the CM, it's personal between the people involved.
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Post by nelison »

ok then, thanks. I was just concerned because it seemed like the CM was doing pretty well lately, so I was just baffled that someone become upset over something.
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.

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