did you see Arachnophobia when you were 4 years old? I didn't think so.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
Needles are ok - you just have to look in the other direction.
And whoever let Sonya see Arachnophobia when she was 4 scares me. I was scared enough by it and I was probably about 12 or 13 when I saw it.
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
Yeah, it was scary. Even though I didn't even live in Edmonton, that tornado was only 35 minutes away from me. The skys around my house were black, so black in fact, that the street lights came on...and this was at 3:30 in the after noon. I remember looking up at the clouds and I remember seeing the clouds spinning around. And theres the wind, it was really windy out, and believe me when I say it was windy.
The next day, me and my mom went into Edmonton to see out friends(they lived in Mill Woods) and we drove right though the damaga path. We were beside Refinery Row and I saw one of those oil tanks flipped over onto its roof. Then we got into Mill woods and thats were we passed ruined homes. The destruction was un real. Ever since that, I've been terrified of storms
-Sarah Goodbye you liar, Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything Then you think you will inspire Take apart your head (and I wish I could inspire) Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
When I was younger I use to be scared of dying. I had this strong vibe i would die before hitting 21. I was petrified to say the least. I believe in past lives and all, so maybe I died before 21 in one of them. I am now more accpeting of death. I am not ready to die just yet, but I am not afraid of it anymore.
right now my biggest is fear is being alone.
I really don't have that fall back person or people to pick me up if I fall down. That my friends is the worse feeling in the world. The feeling of lonliness.
I feel love, I feel a power. It comes to me in the darkest hour. And I want to feel it again Teach the young people how to think, not what to think-Sidney Sugarman