
The Bummed thread
- joe_canadian
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- joe_canadian
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So yeah, I'm bummed because I've got killer insomnia and I'm stressed about nothing at all. There is literally nothing in my life to be concerned about, but I'm still a wreck of nerves. That, and the burden of being alone is getting very heavy.
Just because I am sexy, naked, a bassist, and sporting a top hat doesn't make me Duncan Coutts!
I am so very depressed. That is all.
*goes off crying*
*goes off crying*
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
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Alone works both ways. Sometimes I'm happy about it. And sometimes it makes me very sad.
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
- neoncrossing
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okay...so i got some issues...well one really
met a girl....went out for 3 weeks, we really hit it off....both liked each other and a had a great time together....all was going amazing....then one day she mentions how she just got out of a relationship....2 days later...after all is going well still....she says she got back with her ex....shitty deals......i dont understand how that could happen when we were clearly having a blast together....i guess she went back to the comfort of the old relationship cause it was easier than moving ahead with the relative unknown....oh well....i guess its back to being alone and miserable again....
wow...i needed to get that of my chest!!!!
met a girl....went out for 3 weeks, we really hit it off....both liked each other and a had a great time together....all was going amazing....then one day she mentions how she just got out of a relationship....2 days later...after all is going well still....she says she got back with her ex....shitty deals......i dont understand how that could happen when we were clearly having a blast together....i guess she went back to the comfort of the old relationship cause it was easier than moving ahead with the relative unknown....oh well....i guess its back to being alone and miserable again....
wow...i needed to get that of my chest!!!!
Is there something good, something more?
Is there anything worth dying for?
Is there anything worth dying for?
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What happened is that you managed to become the rebound. She either thought the old relationship was over and needed to move on to you to prove to herself that it was and then realized that it wasn't, or she was using you to get the old boyfriend jelous. Sorry dude, but that had nothing to do with you.
Amazing how impersonal relationships can be sometimes.
Amazing how impersonal relationships can be sometimes.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
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she's not worth it. you're too good for her. 

-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
If she's gonna pull crap like that on you, then you can do a lot better than her. It sounds like you were the rebound which is harsh stuff. You'll find someone much better soon enough.
Queens Of The Stone Age-Someone's In The Wolf
Once you're lost in twillights's blue
You don't find your way, the way finds you...
Tempt the fates, beware the smile
It hides all the teeth, my dear,
What's behind them...
So glad you could stay
Forever
He steps between the trees, a crooked man
There's blood on the blade
Don't take his hand
You warm by the firelight, in twilight's blue
Shadows creep & dance the walls
He's creeping too..
So glad you could stay
Forever

- neoncrossing
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im bummed because i don't have a REAL reason to be bummed, i'm just bitter at guys. or one in particular. not even bitter, more like bitter sweet.
does that make sense? no? good, now you know how i feel. lol
does that make sense? no? good, now you know how i feel. lol
you have to, you just have to trust me
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
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*big hugs for Melissa*
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself
you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you
and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else
now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start
you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.