sandsleeper wrote:a year ago today i went to applebees with my friends. afterwards we all drove to jq's dad's house, which turned out to be a mansion. we all went in jq's brother's room, joked around as usual, and then piled up on his bed and lay there thinking about what we would all be doing this year. kb braided everyones hair and i was laughing so hard that i had to keep getting a tissue to wipe my eyes.
out of the four other people there that night, i'm still friends with two of them.
and jq's little brother was very pleased to find five senior girls in his bed.
for some reason i remember you telling me about this
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
The way that the camera flash reflects off her eyes makes them look blue. I want to say it's like red-eye with humans, but I'm not totally sure about it.
I was not expecting a white doggie. Super cute, though.
My dad named our dog Ginger because she's got reddish bits in her coat. And he likes to name things after TV characters. My previous dog was named Xena, and I'm named after the mechanic on the tv show Knight Rider.
Sonya wrote:a year ago, i was probably depressed, too.
now, i'm actually officially "diagnosed" with it.
Awww, I would have never had expected that.
A year ago I had lost a little weight which would eventually start a vicous cycle. Now I'm just finishing up treatment for an ED and I might not see the sooo many nice girls I met (in treatment) again.
~Emily
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow] [glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
