Semester turn around! Im done all my exams and I have a whole week off. Oh the joy
!-¤M.a.r.i.s.s.a¤-!
Guy: Her locker's down the hall, I've counted 17 from mine.
Girl: Does he see me? Does he even know that I'm close by?
Guy: We're in the hallway, always at half past nine.
Girl: Would he ever get to know me? Would he take the time?
[glow=brown]...Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart...[/glow]
And thats the easy slope.
When you need the derivitave to find slope and then you fuck your self over because the tangent has two possible answers and so you have a slope but no line for the slope....then it can burn in hell.
This is why I'm failing calculus.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
And thats the easy slope. When you need the derivitave to find slope and then you fuck your self over because the tangent has two possible answers and so you have a slope but no line for the slope....then it can burn in hell.
This is why I'm failing calculus.
it all blows chivos.
Whenever death may surprise us,
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
My friend's dad died last wednesday, as well. Not that I blmae her, but she was a mess. She just sat there in a trance wearing her dad's clothes all the time. I know it's all surrounding the immense greif she's feeling, so I didn't say much.
I filled in for someone at work tonight. He called me five minutes for the shift started, and asked me to work ... so that he could so skiing. Heh. Oh well, I made extra money.
All my friends have ditched me for boyfriends tonight. I'm getting used to it though ... but that doesn't mean it doesn't fucking suck ...
I'm kind of sad because my old roommate's b/f's house is having this big dance/party thingy and instead of inviting me, he invited my other friend. I mean I guess he probably talks to her more than he talks to me, but the guy practically lived in my room for a semester and I could have made a big deal out of that, but I didn't. I dunno, I'm sure he has reason for not inviting me, but it just hurts, you know?
HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I got my Keep the Beat stuff today, which makes me happy. Now I can plan it. Yay!
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
And he can't understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends, his mother whispers quietly... heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
I cut my wrist today. Intentionally. Along with other body parts.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.