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Post by areusad831 »

hmm a year ago....

probably still all pissed off at my ex-gf for cheating on me and blaming myself for it every day

i was still at stony brook miserable as shit and didnt really talk to anyone there

i had a job

i spent probably 90% of my free time on the internet

wasnt nearly as social as I am now and didnt drink too much

probably about the time i decided to abuse vicodin for a short period..think it was now maybe a bit later

wasnt a good time
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OLPMazurite wrote:about this time too i made a kick ass blanket fort and lived in it for a few days

my friends made me take it apart cause they said it wasn't healthy to live in a blanket fort.

:(


i remember the blanket fort, you shoudl find the old pictures
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this time last year i broke up with my gf.......she's now dating my best friend.

ooooooo this is awkward :freak:
"How can we justify spending so much on destruction and so little on life?" Matthew Good

"The white dove is gone, the one world has come down hard, so why not share the pain of our problems, when all around are wrong ways, when all around is hurt, i'll roll up in an odd shape and wait, untill the tide has turned.....with anger, i'm dead weight, i'm anchored"- IME, God Rocket (Into the Heart of Las Vegas) ^ Some say this song is about a terrorists thoughts before 911

"Pray for the sheep" Matt Good
"But it's alright, take the world and make it yours again" Matt Good

I felt it in the wind, and i saw it in the sky, i thought it was the end, i thought it was the 4th of July.

"Hold on, hold on children, your mother and father are leaving, hold on, hold on children your best freind's parents are leaving, leaving,.......*AHHH*! " - Death From Above - Black History Month
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oh man. this thread made me all nostalgic and i started looking at old pictures. :cry:
i sorta miss my days of being hopelessly lost in hs.

i mean it sucked regally but there was something so simple about it.
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yeah this year is my last too, i regrett not making friends with so many people, there's a whole group of people i ahve so much in common withand coudl get along great with, but i never really was outgoing enough to get to know them. My friends now are great but i don't really having ANYTHING in common with them other then history. *sigh* Now it's gr. 12 and kinda late
"How can we justify spending so much on destruction and so little on life?" Matthew Good

"The white dove is gone, the one world has come down hard, so why not share the pain of our problems, when all around are wrong ways, when all around is hurt, i'll roll up in an odd shape and wait, untill the tide has turned.....with anger, i'm dead weight, i'm anchored"- IME, God Rocket (Into the Heart of Las Vegas) ^ Some say this song is about a terrorists thoughts before 911

"Pray for the sheep" Matt Good
"But it's alright, take the world and make it yours again" Matt Good

I felt it in the wind, and i saw it in the sky, i thought it was the end, i thought it was the 4th of July.

"Hold on, hold on children, your mother and father are leaving, hold on, hold on children your best freind's parents are leaving, leaving,.......*AHHH*! " - Death From Above - Black History Month
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that's how it's always been for me.

i've always just been friends with who it's always been comfortable to be friends with.
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:nod: damn my introversion
"How can we justify spending so much on destruction and so little on life?" Matthew Good

"The white dove is gone, the one world has come down hard, so why not share the pain of our problems, when all around are wrong ways, when all around is hurt, i'll roll up in an odd shape and wait, untill the tide has turned.....with anger, i'm dead weight, i'm anchored"- IME, God Rocket (Into the Heart of Las Vegas) ^ Some say this song is about a terrorists thoughts before 911

"Pray for the sheep" Matt Good
"But it's alright, take the world and make it yours again" Matt Good

I felt it in the wind, and i saw it in the sky, i thought it was the end, i thought it was the 4th of July.

"Hold on, hold on children, your mother and father are leaving, hold on, hold on children your best freind's parents are leaving, leaving,.......*AHHH*! " - Death From Above - Black History Month
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I think i was actually happy one year ago. And i had a job :uh:
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A year ago wasn't all that much different from now. Only difference I can think of is that I had my daddy. *sigh* Why hasn't anyone invented a time machine yet? :(
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Post by superboots »

hmm about this time too Rob and I started talking more and I think we started talking on the phone

and about this time i went to a christmas party and ended coming home and crying because i felt so lonely and reclusive. :(

hmm i still feel lonely and reclusive at times but it isn't as bad
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Post by Johnny »

Hmmmm

I think that I was slighty happier last year......due to the fact that I had a job :uh:

I hate being alone :(
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last year...I was dreading christmas as I do every year. (worst holiday ever)
and I was wondering if my dad was going to get me olp tickets for christmas or if I should go out and buy them reguardless.

(on a side note, he got me olp tickets as like a big gift. or at least they were in my eyes. and then when my dad and my sister were at a hockey game a few nights later he bought her tickets for the hell of it. That made me feel special)
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Post by Clumsy7Thief »

Hmmm, I cant really remember much of last year...

I was single.
I was getting used to high school and making more friends.
The relationship wtih my best friend was good.
I had just started writing my novel.
I was somewhat getting into OLP.
I was counting down to x-mas like I always do.


Hmm, most of that stuff has changed, except for the counting down till x-mas part. I always do that. Hehe, I love Christmas. :D
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i honestly don't remember.
i'm going to go check my deadjournal. i'll report back soon.
you have to, you just have to trust me
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
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ok. i was panicking over exams the next week. especially math.
excited about seeing sum 41 in february.
i was very upset olp wasnt coming on their fear of the trailer park tour, and appalled they were touring with avril.
i had recently started drinking & smoking up
i went to a real mansion and it was so much fun
my best friend had recently gotten a new boyfriend who is 5 years her senior. she was turning into a whore. i hated her boyfriend. and i still do.
uhmm.. thats all i can think of
you have to, you just have to trust me
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
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oh man. this thread made me all nostalgic and i started looking at old pictures.
i sorta miss my days of being hopelessly lost in hs.

i mean it sucked regally but there was something so simple about it.


Yup, agreed. Sure, we hated every minute of high school, but there was alot of security there.

Man there's so much I could say about how my life has changed in just one year.
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one year ago:
I was single, but I had met the guy who would become my boyfriend.
I had finished exams.
I was enjoying the time I had to sleep before Christmas hit.
I was enjoying home cooked meals.
I had never been drunk.

I'm actually a lot happier this year, for no easily identifiable reason. :)
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Cass wrote:
oh man. this thread made me all nostalgic and i started looking at old pictures.
i sorta miss my days of being hopelessly lost in hs.

i mean it sucked regally but there was something so simple about it.


Yup, agreed. Sure, we hated every minute of high school, but there was alot of security there.

Man there's so much I could say about how my life has changed in just one year.


i love high school. i know that it'll never be like this again. it feels so safe, in a weird way. i know that a year and a half my life will be completely different. i'm definately enjoying it while i can.
you have to, you just have to trust me
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
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I would be a perpetual high school junior or sophomore for the rest of my life, if I could.
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university > high school
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