There is nothing to do in this town that I live in
and i'm supposed to bestrong & have all the answers... a cannibal in the new church of cancer ... but i'm nothing special i'm not unique ... i have many secrets& i eat the weak... and i'm at an end ... i'm at an end... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!!
i need to find mysanctuary ..... someplace safe ... gotta get this outta me ..... this is myescape
I'm grounded for the whole weekend, and my dad just made me rake the leaves in the backyard.....my backyard is a freakin forest, it took me forever
!-¤M.a.r.i.s.s.a¤-! Guy: Her locker's down the hall, I've counted 17 from mine.
Girl: Does he see me? Does he even know that I'm close by?
Guy: We're in the hallway, always at half past nine.
Girl: Would he ever get to know me? Would he take the time?
[glow=brown]...Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart...[/glow]
I'm at my Dad's new house and everyone else is asleep - it's only 6:44pm, but that's what drinking at lunchtime does to them!
So i'm sitting in this almost shed like room that Dad's decided to put the computer in for some unknown reason. And there's no heating other than this dodgy heater thingy right next to my right leg which now feels like it's on fire while the rest of me is freezing.
And he can't get broadband or cable or anything here so I'm on dial up and it's sooooooooo annoying
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
I secretly enjoy Sean Paul songs, such as Ever Blazing and Get Busy
!-¤M.a.r.i.s.s.a¤-! Guy: Her locker's down the hall, I've counted 17 from mine.
Girl: Does he see me? Does he even know that I'm close by?
Guy: We're in the hallway, always at half past nine.
Girl: Would he ever get to know me? Would he take the time?
[glow=brown]...Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart...[/glow]
Im not alone I also have shared many drunken moment with that song hehe....
!-¤M.a.r.i.s.s.a¤-! Guy: Her locker's down the hall, I've counted 17 from mine.
Girl: Does he see me? Does he even know that I'm close by?
Guy: We're in the hallway, always at half past nine.
Girl: Would he ever get to know me? Would he take the time?
[glow=brown]...Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart...[/glow]
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow] [glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
Holy shit, I just cleaned my room. I haven't cleaned my room, myself, in over three years! I don't get it get really nasty, but it still feels so good! *dances*
My family went away to a family party today and I am all alone! Wooooo! Now I gotta mop the floor, and do assloads of homework, yet I'm still happy just to be alone.