
TTYNKAM (TYPDCAA) III
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- finding emo
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I haven't been around much lately... and I can't remember my livejournal password... so...
I guess I'll tell you all what I'm up to. I'm in Buffalo now waiting for my dad's trial, but it's been pushed back a few days due to other trials lasting longer than they were supposed to. Mine was actually supposed to be a week ago. I'm lonely because I'm here all by myself *tear* But, I've also been working a lot with my psychologist to prepare myself to be able to answer everything without having to relive it in my mind. I've been falling asleep on the phone with Cain because there's no other way I can go to sleep than hearing his voice and feeling relaxed. But I still end up waking up with him still talking to me about his day, screaming and afraid. I hope this can all go away after my dad goes to jail.
and so... that's pretty much where I've been... if you even noticed I wasn't here?
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and so... that's pretty much where I've been... if you even noticed I wasn't here?

"I wrote on my palm before I went to have it read to see if she would read that too."- Mitch Hedberg
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- Sufjan Stevens
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Mmmm, gay men are so hot to lust after for heterosexual women. No matter how hard you dream, if presented with the choice between a cock and you, he'd take the cock. That's just how it is.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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Well, with rockstars there's always the chance you could be a groupie. Hollywood actors in need just call escort services. But seriously, I don't long after women that obviously don't want men. It's just depressing.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
- finding emo
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- Sufjan Stevens
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Sign on AIM or something, I haven't spoken to you in a month. It's unsane!
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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