Oh man, I am not looking forward to school tomorrow. It's my first day, and I really don't wanna go.
I have my social phobias, and I don't think sitting in a crowded classroom of 100 people really helps it out. I forgot where half the buildins are around my school, so finding my classes will be particularly tough. I have about 3 friends that go to school there, and the rest of the people at my school suck. I know people will just see me and laugh at me like they did last year. And no matter how hard I try, I highly doubt I'll be making many friends this year.
And to think, I thought hitting on freshmen would be good enough to make me wanna go. Hah.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
If its your first day, then its mostly introductions. Nothing major right?
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
I have about 3 friends that go to school there, and the rest of the people at my school suck.
Oh oh, same problemmmmm! Man I hate my school, the people there make me want to....run around screaming, gouging my eyes out. Sigh, I sound like I'm in high school.
Tomorrow I do get to go to the university I actually have some hope of going to, and liking, and applying and all that shit. Wahoo! There's....a bright spot....on my horizon!
At our schools the boys always showered after gym and practice (don't ask how I know). The girls didn't though, even though we did have showers provided. Do you think we need MORE insecurity? Puh-lease.
Lucky Rob, they make us take those gym classes. They think playing kickball is exercise.