i'm a year older.An exercise in self-control
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starseed_10
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p0tat0 girl
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more.
I was born on May 31st, 1988.
I have a really weird thing with numbers.
I have to play with them in my mnd, figure out how they relate to each other.
31 and 13 are my favorite numbers, because both of them have been my number for something.
I don't know why my mind works this way, but I classify everything by patterns.
Don't even try to get me to explain.
I'm the only one that understands my crazy system.
I do it with OLP albums too.
For example, the patterns with singles is that the first two had the same amount of singles, then the middle one, then the last two.
I get kind of freaked out when something messes up with one of my patterns.
That's why the name of the 6th album was so important to me.
I almost panicked
I had to figure out how it worked in before I could calm down.
I had to find some pattern that it could be a part of.
I seem to have OCD tendencies in this regard
but not for anything else.
I convince myself sometimes I have some random disorder.
I am graduating a year early from high school
because I think it's useless and want to get it over with.
I spend every break at school on the computer
or reading in the library
because I don't have a lot of friends
and their teenage simplicity bores me alot.
There are so many people I want to be like
mostly because none of them compirmise their individualty for others expections.
But by wanting to become them, I'm not being very unique.
I am a hardcore hypocrite.
I speak against sweatshop labour, and losing human souls to corporate machines
then I go buy my clothes at the mall.
My horse's name is Cash(mere)
She likes ketchup chips.
She's kinda a freak.
But she's a great mover and shows lots of extention at the trot.
You don't know what that means.
OK.
My favorite song is Clumsy.
And has been so for 6 years.
No matter what, I always cry when I hear it.
I think that's something that will always stay with me.
Even if my love for OLP dies, I don't think I'll forgoet what that song means to me.
This board has opened my eyes to so much in the world, politically and otherwise.
You people mean a lot to me.
Sean, you and me have very close political beliefs.
I always wanted to tell you how much I respected your opinions.
I just didn't know how.
Jillian, I care alot about you.
Talk to me anytime, I'm here to listen.
When I was younger, I was deathly afraid of trains
and fire.
My brother Seamus has made me alot of what I am today.
I have learned so much from him.
and I greatly respect him.
I almost drownd when I was 12
he saved my life.
I would be dead now if it wasnt for him.
My quote for life: "Had I not been subject to darkness, I would of not seen the light"
-Midrash
I was born on May 31st, 1988.
I have a really weird thing with numbers.
I have to play with them in my mnd, figure out how they relate to each other.
31 and 13 are my favorite numbers, because both of them have been my number for something.
I don't know why my mind works this way, but I classify everything by patterns.
Don't even try to get me to explain.
I'm the only one that understands my crazy system.
I do it with OLP albums too.
For example, the patterns with singles is that the first two had the same amount of singles, then the middle one, then the last two.
I get kind of freaked out when something messes up with one of my patterns.
That's why the name of the 6th album was so important to me.
I almost panicked
I had to figure out how it worked in before I could calm down.
I had to find some pattern that it could be a part of.
I seem to have OCD tendencies in this regard
but not for anything else.
I convince myself sometimes I have some random disorder.
I am graduating a year early from high school
because I think it's useless and want to get it over with.
I spend every break at school on the computer
or reading in the library
because I don't have a lot of friends
and their teenage simplicity bores me alot.
There are so many people I want to be like
mostly because none of them compirmise their individualty for others expections.
But by wanting to become them, I'm not being very unique.
I am a hardcore hypocrite.
I speak against sweatshop labour, and losing human souls to corporate machines
then I go buy my clothes at the mall.
My horse's name is Cash(mere)
She likes ketchup chips.
She's kinda a freak.
But she's a great mover and shows lots of extention at the trot.
You don't know what that means.
OK.
My favorite song is Clumsy.
And has been so for 6 years.
No matter what, I always cry when I hear it.
I think that's something that will always stay with me.
Even if my love for OLP dies, I don't think I'll forgoet what that song means to me.
This board has opened my eyes to so much in the world, politically and otherwise.
You people mean a lot to me.
Sean, you and me have very close political beliefs.
I always wanted to tell you how much I respected your opinions.
I just didn't know how.
Jillian, I care alot about you.
Talk to me anytime, I'm here to listen.
When I was younger, I was deathly afraid of trains
and fire.
My brother Seamus has made me alot of what I am today.
I have learned so much from him.
and I greatly respect him.
I almost drownd when I was 12
he saved my life.
I would be dead now if it wasnt for him.
My quote for life: "Had I not been subject to darkness, I would of not seen the light"
-Midrash
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p0tat0 girl
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i guess i just wanted 2 continue
I also skimboard
I want to learn to surf
When I listen to In Repair I feel so amazing it's weird as hell.
I have 2 best friends...they're weird like me
I call them Schwenkie n Quaminsager..
don't ask
I was obsessed with this hippie kid who hated me.
He had amazing hair.
I stalked him.
I was in love. hehe
Now I am not.
He is an ass. He thinks i'm a freak. Well, I kinda am..but w/e
I have a golden retriever named Cody.
He's hella fat. I feed him cheese when he is good and that's why he's fat.
I hate 2 waste food, i give my leftovers to Cody. Hehe...
I'm Catholic. Sometimes I doubt, but there's gotta be a God. How did the world start otherwise?
I also have a weird disorder thing like Yannic. But mine is totally fcuked. I always say 1 2 3, 1 2 1, 1 3 2, all the patterns I can make with numbers.
It doesn't make sense.
I don't make sense.
And now I'm gonna eat corn on the cob.
I also skimboard
I want to learn to surf
When I listen to In Repair I feel so amazing it's weird as hell.
I have 2 best friends...they're weird like me
I call them Schwenkie n Quaminsager..
don't ask
I was obsessed with this hippie kid who hated me.
He had amazing hair.
I stalked him.
I was in love. hehe
Now I am not.
He is an ass. He thinks i'm a freak. Well, I kinda am..but w/e
I have a golden retriever named Cody.
He's hella fat. I feed him cheese when he is good and that's why he's fat.
I hate 2 waste food, i give my leftovers to Cody. Hehe...
I'm Catholic. Sometimes I doubt, but there's gotta be a God. How did the world start otherwise?
I also have a weird disorder thing like Yannic. But mine is totally fcuked. I always say 1 2 3, 1 2 1, 1 3 2, all the patterns I can make with numbers.
It doesn't make sense.
I don't make sense.
And now I'm gonna eat corn on the cob.
[glow=white]
Well, it's mostly you and mostly me and a tired gun that's not empty
[/glow]
Well, it's mostly you and mostly me and a tired gun that's not empty
[/glow]
its kind of addicting, just talking about yourself.
i love hippy guys too, the hair
and with my number thing, when i get a number for anything, i have to make it work for 13, 31 or 4 (because 3 and 1 equal 4) I can do it with basically any number now. I add them. or defide them, or make a pattern with them, whatever, as long as it comes out to one of those numbers.
meh.
i love hippy guys too, the hair
and with my number thing, when i get a number for anything, i have to make it work for 13, 31 or 4 (because 3 and 1 equal 4) I can do it with basically any number now. I add them. or defide them, or make a pattern with them, whatever, as long as it comes out to one of those numbers.
meh.
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dream in japanese
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My name is maria.
I am 20 years old.
I hate saying I’m 20 cause I really don’t feel 20 or look 20, I’d rather be 19 again.
I live in Mississauga which is a suburb of Toronto and I’ve lived here my whole life but I spend more time in Toronto since that’s where I go to school.
I’m starting my second year of university in 3 weeks.
I’m taking ECE (early childhood education) at Ryerson University.
I want to teach in a elementary school, I’ve practically known this my whole life and I could not see myself doing anything else.
I love children, I’ve volunteered in schools, daycares and camps so I’ve worked a lot already with kids.
I very occasionally drink usually only if it’s free.
I absolutely hate the taste of beer.
I’ve never done drugs and never will.
I don’t smoke cause not only do I think it’s slow suicide but I almost lost my father twice to cigarettes when I was 5 years old.
I’m catholic and I’ve been raised catholic my whole life.
I usually go to church on sundays and I like it.
I have some issues with the catholic church and don’t follow everything but I do believe in God.
I can’t say I’ve had a hard life cause I haven’t.
My childhood was really happy.
My parent’s aren’t too bad but not that great either.
I can’t really talk to them about anything.
They aren’t divorced.
I have one brother who’s 23 and we fight like crazy and he likes to message random people on my msn or aim when I’m out of my room for 2 seconds and it pisses my off a lot.
In spite of all that we’re really close friends, I can talk to him about some things.
The only person I can talk to about everything is my best friend Natalie but sometimes she’s not always there.
She’s in England right now and that makes me sad cause that’s the second time this summer she’s left me.
Other then her right now I can’t really trust anyone else.
I have people who I talk and hang out with occasionally but I can’t trust them and secretly think they hate me.
I don’t have a group of friends and never have.
Most of my friends from my childhood became druggies.
I don’t talk to them any more.
I don’t do well with groups of people.
I’m too shy and not comfortable with myself.
I’m sure I have some type of social anxiety problems but never talked to a doctor about it.
I’m horrible in social situations.
I’m very self-conscious and have self esteem issues.
I doubt myself a lot and sometimes don’t even trust myself.
I don’t open up very easily.
Some people I’ve known my whole life don’t know much about me.
I’ve seen Moulin Rouge about 40 billion times.
I watched it 3 times in a row on Friday.
Above all things I believe in love.
It’s kinda of hard to believe since I’ve had my heart broken twice in the past year.
Last summer the guy who I was in love with for almost 2 years cheated on me.
It’s really hard to trust people again after that.
It took me a really long time to get over it but I did.
The last 3 months I’ve realized that I’m in love with a friend of mine who I’ve known for less then a year.
He’s in love with someone else.
I finally came to grips with that reality about 3 days ago.
It hurts a lot when the person you love is in love with someone else.
We had a really great friendship going on but I can’t be friends with him any more cause I’ll just end up getting hurt even more.
I’ve spent the last few days trying to deal with this, it’s kind of hard when you have no one to talk to who understands.
In spite of this I still believe in love and I think I always will.
I think the 5 most important things in life are: laughing, sleeping, cheesecake, music and love.
I love to laugh and I love being happy.
I went though a period in my life where I wasn’t happy and I hated that.
I promised myself I’ll never let that happen again.
I’m very sensitive and cry a lot, people say I’m too much of a girl.
I’m very uncertain about a lot of things and I’m confused a lot.
Music is my oxygen.
I absolutely love going to concerts.
I despise cold weather and rain.
I love the sun and wish I could live on a beach in Hawaii.
I think that’s all.
I am 20 years old.
I hate saying I’m 20 cause I really don’t feel 20 or look 20, I’d rather be 19 again.
I live in Mississauga which is a suburb of Toronto and I’ve lived here my whole life but I spend more time in Toronto since that’s where I go to school.
I’m starting my second year of university in 3 weeks.
I’m taking ECE (early childhood education) at Ryerson University.
I want to teach in a elementary school, I’ve practically known this my whole life and I could not see myself doing anything else.
I love children, I’ve volunteered in schools, daycares and camps so I’ve worked a lot already with kids.
I very occasionally drink usually only if it’s free.
I absolutely hate the taste of beer.
I’ve never done drugs and never will.
I don’t smoke cause not only do I think it’s slow suicide but I almost lost my father twice to cigarettes when I was 5 years old.
I’m catholic and I’ve been raised catholic my whole life.
I usually go to church on sundays and I like it.
I have some issues with the catholic church and don’t follow everything but I do believe in God.
I can’t say I’ve had a hard life cause I haven’t.
My childhood was really happy.
My parent’s aren’t too bad but not that great either.
I can’t really talk to them about anything.
They aren’t divorced.
I have one brother who’s 23 and we fight like crazy and he likes to message random people on my msn or aim when I’m out of my room for 2 seconds and it pisses my off a lot.
In spite of all that we’re really close friends, I can talk to him about some things.
The only person I can talk to about everything is my best friend Natalie but sometimes she’s not always there.
She’s in England right now and that makes me sad cause that’s the second time this summer she’s left me.
Other then her right now I can’t really trust anyone else.
I have people who I talk and hang out with occasionally but I can’t trust them and secretly think they hate me.
I don’t have a group of friends and never have.
Most of my friends from my childhood became druggies.
I don’t talk to them any more.
I don’t do well with groups of people.
I’m too shy and not comfortable with myself.
I’m sure I have some type of social anxiety problems but never talked to a doctor about it.
I’m horrible in social situations.
I’m very self-conscious and have self esteem issues.
I doubt myself a lot and sometimes don’t even trust myself.
I don’t open up very easily.
Some people I’ve known my whole life don’t know much about me.
I’ve seen Moulin Rouge about 40 billion times.
I watched it 3 times in a row on Friday.
Above all things I believe in love.
It’s kinda of hard to believe since I’ve had my heart broken twice in the past year.
Last summer the guy who I was in love with for almost 2 years cheated on me.
It’s really hard to trust people again after that.
It took me a really long time to get over it but I did.
The last 3 months I’ve realized that I’m in love with a friend of mine who I’ve known for less then a year.
He’s in love with someone else.
I finally came to grips with that reality about 3 days ago.
It hurts a lot when the person you love is in love with someone else.
We had a really great friendship going on but I can’t be friends with him any more cause I’ll just end up getting hurt even more.
I’ve spent the last few days trying to deal with this, it’s kind of hard when you have no one to talk to who understands.
In spite of this I still believe in love and I think I always will.
I think the 5 most important things in life are: laughing, sleeping, cheesecake, music and love.
I love to laugh and I love being happy.
I went though a period in my life where I wasn’t happy and I hated that.
I promised myself I’ll never let that happen again.
I’m very sensitive and cry a lot, people say I’m too much of a girl.
I’m very uncertain about a lot of things and I’m confused a lot.
Music is my oxygen.
I absolutely love going to concerts.
I despise cold weather and rain.
I love the sun and wish I could live on a beach in Hawaii.
I think that’s all.
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Automatic_Flowers
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- Location: Windsor, Ontario--get me outta here
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My name is Natalie
I'm 16
I can be a very outgoing person, or a very shy person depending on who I'm with
I worry all the time about big things and little things
I am obsessed with decorating chellenge shows, like Trading Spaces
I've always had an unexplainable feeling that I was going to die young
I've lost every best friend I've had, and I can't even remember the reasons why
I've never had a real boyfriend, probably because I usually stop liking a guy when I find out he likes me
I'm afraid of change
I think I'm a bit paranoid
I've always wanted an Australian accent
I secretly want to be an actress
I love reading, anything from the ingredients on a juice box, to a 700 pg novel
I hate mushrooms
I like bright colours
I want to get a few tattoos, and my lip pierced, but I don't think I ever will because my parents would kill me
I always obey my parents
I'm Catholic and my mom wanted me to go to a Catholic High School but I wanted to follow my friends to a Public High School
I'm a follower
When people are mad at me, I actually get a sick feeling in my stomach
I'm school smart, but not street smart
I love stars, the ones in the sky, or even drawings of ones
I'm afraid of being alone
Thank you for making this thread.. I'm usually one to keep everything inside, and I feel great now that I've said all this..I'll probably even add more later
I'm 16
I can be a very outgoing person, or a very shy person depending on who I'm with
I worry all the time about big things and little things
I am obsessed with decorating chellenge shows, like Trading Spaces
I've always had an unexplainable feeling that I was going to die young
I've lost every best friend I've had, and I can't even remember the reasons why
I've never had a real boyfriend, probably because I usually stop liking a guy when I find out he likes me
I'm afraid of change
I think I'm a bit paranoid
I've always wanted an Australian accent
I secretly want to be an actress
I love reading, anything from the ingredients on a juice box, to a 700 pg novel
I hate mushrooms
I like bright colours
I want to get a few tattoos, and my lip pierced, but I don't think I ever will because my parents would kill me
I always obey my parents
I'm Catholic and my mom wanted me to go to a Catholic High School but I wanted to follow my friends to a Public High School
I'm a follower
When people are mad at me, I actually get a sick feeling in my stomach
I'm school smart, but not street smart
I love stars, the ones in the sky, or even drawings of ones
I'm afraid of being alone
Thank you for making this thread.. I'm usually one to keep everything inside, and I feel great now that I've said all this..I'll probably even add more later
[glow=white] faceless lies it's easy to speak when[/glow]
[glow=white]every word is your own[/glow]
[glow=white] selfish eyes look onward in protest as we[/glow]
[glow=white] tear down their disguise[/glow]
[glow=white]every word is your own[/glow]
[glow=white] selfish eyes look onward in protest as we[/glow]
[glow=white] tear down their disguise[/glow]
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Automatic_Flowers
- Posts: 390
- Joined: 1/13/2003, 3:42 pm
- Location: Windsor, Ontario--get me outta here
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Yep.. more already..
I've never drank, smoke or done drugs and I don't plan to
I really want a dog, but I'm allergic to them
I find the stupidest things funny
I can't take criticism
I trust people too much, and they take advantage of that
I want to go away to University
I want to travel the world
I like my eye colour, but I hate my chin
I love little kids
I'm kind of lazy
I usually have to be pushed into things
I want to try snowboarding
I want to live in a big, busy city
I love dressing up for weddings, dances, etc.
I don't like being a teenager
I've never drank, smoke or done drugs and I don't plan to
I really want a dog, but I'm allergic to them
I find the stupidest things funny
I can't take criticism
I trust people too much, and they take advantage of that
I want to go away to University
I want to travel the world
I like my eye colour, but I hate my chin
I love little kids
I'm kind of lazy
I usually have to be pushed into things
I want to try snowboarding
I want to live in a big, busy city
I love dressing up for weddings, dances, etc.
I don't like being a teenager
[glow=white] faceless lies it's easy to speak when[/glow]
[glow=white]every word is your own[/glow]
[glow=white] selfish eyes look onward in protest as we[/glow]
[glow=white] tear down their disguise[/glow]
[glow=white]every word is your own[/glow]
[glow=white] selfish eyes look onward in protest as we[/glow]
[glow=white] tear down their disguise[/glow]
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its4am_isanybodyhome
- Posts: 2078
- Joined: 3/15/2003, 7:04 pm
- Location: in hell, with my pet bunnies
- Contact:
thirdhour wrote:more.
I was born on May 31st, 1988.
I have a really weird thing with numbers.
I have to play with them in my mnd, figure out how they relate to each other.
31 and 13 are my favorite numbers, because both of them have been my number for something.
I don't know why my mind works this way, but I classify everything by patterns.
Don't even try to get me to explain.
I'm the only one that understands my crazy system.
I do it with OLP albums too.
For example, the patterns with singles is that the first two had the same amount of singles, then the middle one, then the last two.
I get kind of freaked out when something messes up with one of my patterns.
That's why the name of the 6th album was so important to me.
I almost panicked
I had to figure out how it worked in before I could calm down.
I had to find some pattern that it could be a part of.
I seem to have OCD tendencies in this regard
but not for anything else.
I convince myself sometimes I have some random disorder.
I am graduating a year early from high school
because I think it's useless and want to get it over with.
I spend every break at school on the computer
or reading in the library
because I don't have a lot of friends
and their teenage simplicity bores me alot.
There are so many people I want to be like
mostly because none of them compirmise their individualty for others expections.
But by wanting to become them, I'm not being very unique.
I am a hardcore hypocrite.
I speak against sweatshop labour, and losing human souls to corporate machines
then I go buy my clothes at the mall.
My horse's name is Cash(mere)
She likes ketchup chips.
She's kinda a freak.
But she's a great mover and shows lots of extention at the trot.
You don't know what that means.
OK.
My favorite song is Clumsy.
And has been so for 6 years.
No matter what, I always cry when I hear it.
I think that's something that will always stay with me.
Even if my love for OLP dies, I don't think I'll forgoet what that song means to me.
This board has opened my eyes to so much in the world, politically and otherwise.
You people mean a lot to me.
Sean, you and me have very close political beliefs.
I always wanted to tell you how much I respected your opinions.
I just didn't know how.
Jillian, I care alot about you.
Talk to me anytime, I'm here to listen.
When I was younger, I was deathly afraid of trains
and fire.
My brother Seamus has made me alot of what I am today.
I have learned so much from him.
and I greatly respect him.
I almost drownd when I was 12
he saved my life.
I would be dead now if it wasnt for him.
My quote for life: "Had I not been subject to darkness, I would of not seen the light"
-Midrash
i have a kinda weird number system too!!!
you mentioned me in your post...that made me cry...dont ask why i dont get it either...i care a lot about you too. you are the first friend i made on the cm, and you have helped me through a lot of shit in my life...clumsy makes me cry every time i hear it as well.-Jillian
member of the pokémon league
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
member of the pokémon league
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
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gerri_cherry
- Posts: 260
- Joined: 6/25/2003, 10:50 am
- Location: Toronto!
Sarah, 20, straight white female.
I live just north of Toledo, OH, but in Michigan.
I'm majoring in Spanish at the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, where I will be starting my third year.
I don't know yet what I want to "be" when I "grow up".
I learned to read when I was 3 years old.
I occasionally drink, but absolutely no other drugs for me.
I can't stand to smell the smoking sections of restaurants.
I was raised United Methodist, but I always question organized religion and don't really consider myself part of any congregation at the moment.
I can't fathom what it's like to not be close with my parents.
I have one little sister who is 14.
I love laughter and being happy.
I hate when people can't take things seriously, but that doesn't mean they should be too serious.
I am against the death penalty because I believe that criminals should suffer for what they have done.
I can't decide whether I'm pro-life or pro-choice, but I think the circumstances must be very extreme for an abortion.
I'm omnivorous.
I enjoy watching TV in closed-captioning.
Feel free to AIM me if you'd like to discuss any of the above.
I live just north of Toledo, OH, but in Michigan.
I'm majoring in Spanish at the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, where I will be starting my third year.
I don't know yet what I want to "be" when I "grow up".
I learned to read when I was 3 years old.
I occasionally drink, but absolutely no other drugs for me.
I can't stand to smell the smoking sections of restaurants.
I was raised United Methodist, but I always question organized religion and don't really consider myself part of any congregation at the moment.
I can't fathom what it's like to not be close with my parents.
I have one little sister who is 14.
I love laughter and being happy.
I hate when people can't take things seriously, but that doesn't mean they should be too serious.
I am against the death penalty because I believe that criminals should suffer for what they have done.
I can't decide whether I'm pro-life or pro-choice, but I think the circumstances must be very extreme for an abortion.
I'm omnivorous.
I enjoy watching TV in closed-captioning.
Feel free to AIM me if you'd like to discuss any of the above.
<font color="#9879c7">~Sarah</font>
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nikki4982
- Oskar Lifetime Achievement Award: 2007
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- Joined: 11/14/2002, 11:34 pm
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areusad831 wrote:People i consider my best friends i have met on here: Joey, Jacqui, Kimmy, Nikki, and Melissa and it is good to know that first impressions arent everything and many people on here i respect even though i dont talk to them.
Aww. *hugs Rob* Right back at ya.
I'll do one of these... eventually. Right now, though, I really REALLY need to clean my room.
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above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>
<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>
<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>
<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
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<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>
<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>
<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>
<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
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joe_canadian
- Oskar Winner: 2006
- Posts: 7446
- Joined: 3/17/2002, 4:11 pm
- Location: Ontario
Hmm hmm...
My name's Joshua Tyler Luckhurst
I have no idea what nationality the name Luckhurst is
My grandad said it was originally German, then Irish
But I'm mostly Scottish and English
Descended from the Scottish Stewart clan on my dad's mother's side
And the English Nash family on my mom's dad's side
Or so I am told
I've never met another Luckhurst
But there's another Luckhurst in the phonebook for my home city
My home city is Peterborough, Ontario
I'm not afraid to share this on the net
Because my name isn't in the phone book
I'm 16
I am a Scorpio
I am not depressed
I'm just a teenager
I style myself a romantic
But don't handle myself well on dates
I don't drink or smoke
Though I'll probably drink moderately eventually
I have an irrational hatred of recreational drugs
And the people that do them
I'm from London, Ontario, originally
My mom and dad are divorced
I love them both very much, but am very sore on the subject to this day
My mom remarried
I live with her and my step-dad
I have a fraternal twin sister and a 12 year old half-sister
I am the good twin
I don't think of my little sis as a half-sister
I am absurdly sensitive
I've been told I am a one of the good ones
But I don't know what that entails
Or what it's good for
I'm bright
Or "intellectually gifted"
But am apathetic towards most of my schoolwork
So I don't get more than a mid eighties average
I'm going into my final year of high school
So I am going to work hard at school for the first time in my life
I plan to go to Carleton university in Ottawa
But I don't know what for
Either Chemistry, the Humanities, or Journalism
I don't know what I want to do when I "grow up"
My current ideas are psychiatrist, philosophy prof, and editor of something
My favourite books are the Hobbit and the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
I am a geek
I am an omnivore
I love t-shirts
I am pro-life
I believe in God, absolutely, but have enormous problems with organized religion
I believe homosexuals ought to be allowed to marry, because it just makes them happy, and hurts no one
I believe church and state ought to be separate, without a doubt
Arrogant people are the worst people in the world to me
I am a good swimmer, but haven't taken lessons
So I don't get any spiffy badges or certifications
I took karate for 5 years
And have my red belt
That makes me a sempai
I quit for a year
But am going back soon
I want to study kung fu
And I'm not joking
I've rowed for two years
And suck at it
But have good technique
I can write well
But lack the creativity and discipline to do so
I had my first kiss at 14
It was under a bridge on a river by my house
I have a dog and a cat
A sheltie, which is a miniature collie, which is Lassie, named Molly
And a grey short haired tabby named Figaro
My dog is the cutest, nicest pushover of a dog in the world
And my cat is Al Capone reincarnated
I am allergic to bee stings
I swell up like a balloon when stung
I don't think I have any phobias
But I'm not awfully brave either
I have no musical ability whatsoever
And am tone deaf
I have shit poor vision
And have the strongest prescription glasses of anyone I've ever met
Including old people
I adore web comics
I can no longer remember what I'm supposed to be putting down here
That's enough for now.
My name's Joshua Tyler Luckhurst
I have no idea what nationality the name Luckhurst is
My grandad said it was originally German, then Irish
But I'm mostly Scottish and English
Descended from the Scottish Stewart clan on my dad's mother's side
And the English Nash family on my mom's dad's side
Or so I am told
I've never met another Luckhurst
But there's another Luckhurst in the phonebook for my home city
My home city is Peterborough, Ontario
I'm not afraid to share this on the net
Because my name isn't in the phone book
I'm 16
I am a Scorpio
I am not depressed
I'm just a teenager
I style myself a romantic
But don't handle myself well on dates
I don't drink or smoke
Though I'll probably drink moderately eventually
I have an irrational hatred of recreational drugs
And the people that do them
I'm from London, Ontario, originally
My mom and dad are divorced
I love them both very much, but am very sore on the subject to this day
My mom remarried
I live with her and my step-dad
I have a fraternal twin sister and a 12 year old half-sister
I am the good twin
I don't think of my little sis as a half-sister
I am absurdly sensitive
I've been told I am a one of the good ones
But I don't know what that entails
Or what it's good for
I'm bright
Or "intellectually gifted"
But am apathetic towards most of my schoolwork
So I don't get more than a mid eighties average
I'm going into my final year of high school
So I am going to work hard at school for the first time in my life
I plan to go to Carleton university in Ottawa
But I don't know what for
Either Chemistry, the Humanities, or Journalism
I don't know what I want to do when I "grow up"
My current ideas are psychiatrist, philosophy prof, and editor of something
My favourite books are the Hobbit and the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
I am a geek
I am an omnivore
I love t-shirts
I am pro-life
I believe in God, absolutely, but have enormous problems with organized religion
I believe homosexuals ought to be allowed to marry, because it just makes them happy, and hurts no one
I believe church and state ought to be separate, without a doubt
Arrogant people are the worst people in the world to me
I am a good swimmer, but haven't taken lessons
So I don't get any spiffy badges or certifications
I took karate for 5 years
And have my red belt
That makes me a sempai
I quit for a year
But am going back soon
I want to study kung fu
And I'm not joking
I've rowed for two years
And suck at it
But have good technique
I can write well
But lack the creativity and discipline to do so
I had my first kiss at 14
It was under a bridge on a river by my house
I have a dog and a cat
A sheltie, which is a miniature collie, which is Lassie, named Molly
And a grey short haired tabby named Figaro
My dog is the cutest, nicest pushover of a dog in the world
And my cat is Al Capone reincarnated
I am allergic to bee stings
I swell up like a balloon when stung
I don't think I have any phobias
But I'm not awfully brave either
I have no musical ability whatsoever
And am tone deaf
I have shit poor vision
And have the strongest prescription glasses of anyone I've ever met
Including old people
I adore web comics
I can no longer remember what I'm supposed to be putting down here
That's enough for now.
Just because I am sexy, naked, a bassist, and sporting a top hat doesn't make me Duncan Coutts!
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ihatethunderbay
- Posts: 2244
- Joined: 5/24/2003, 6:05 pm
- Location: Somewhere between Winnipeg and Toronto
okay.. I figure I'll join in with the rest of you and add some more..
.I love video games, be it console or Computer
I have a ps1 and a ps2, and my computer sucks
I'll say it again, I love roleplaying
I like writing, too, which I guess helps me roleplay better
I can't wait to start taking guitar lessons
I have a cat names Max, but we call her Puddy, or Tubbs
She's 5 years old, and she's pretty fat, and she yells a lot
But we all love her anyway
I'm not good at sports
I played soccer for 3 years and quit when I was 8
Then I took Karate for about a year and a half, almost two years
I got my purple belt, but I realized I wasn't learning anything
So I quit.
I'm lazy and I get kind of annoyed by that fact
But I'm too lazy to do anything about it
When school starts up again, I'll be going into grade 9
I'm kind of nervous, but not really
I'm going to walk to school with my friend Dexter
He's the only one out of my small group of friends that are going to Churchill, which is a public school
The rest are going to St. Pats
I've always gone to a catholic school, but I got sick of taking religious ed.
I don't think it is going to help me in the future
I'm raised as a catholic, but I have my doubts like many of you here
I always get A's, even when I don't try
I'm more book smart than I am street smart, but I'm working on it
I never study, but my brother said you start having to study in University
I don't know what University I'll go to, but I want to be a Forensic Scientist
I think it is one of the most interesting jobs
It's like solving a puzzle, only when you're finished some creep gets locked in jail.
I think it'll be satisfying to know that I've put a murderer behind bars
But I've got at least 8 years to wait before that happens
I can't think of anything else to write, so I'm going to go to the corner store
And maybe buy a slushie, 'cause it's really hot right now...
.I love video games, be it console or Computer
I have a ps1 and a ps2, and my computer sucks
I'll say it again, I love roleplaying
I like writing, too, which I guess helps me roleplay better
I can't wait to start taking guitar lessons
I have a cat names Max, but we call her Puddy, or Tubbs
She's 5 years old, and she's pretty fat, and she yells a lot
But we all love her anyway
I'm not good at sports
I played soccer for 3 years and quit when I was 8
Then I took Karate for about a year and a half, almost two years
I got my purple belt, but I realized I wasn't learning anything
So I quit.
I'm lazy and I get kind of annoyed by that fact
But I'm too lazy to do anything about it
When school starts up again, I'll be going into grade 9
I'm kind of nervous, but not really
I'm going to walk to school with my friend Dexter
He's the only one out of my small group of friends that are going to Churchill, which is a public school
The rest are going to St. Pats
I've always gone to a catholic school, but I got sick of taking religious ed.
I don't think it is going to help me in the future
I'm raised as a catholic, but I have my doubts like many of you here
I always get A's, even when I don't try
I'm more book smart than I am street smart, but I'm working on it
I never study, but my brother said you start having to study in University
I don't know what University I'll go to, but I want to be a Forensic Scientist
I think it is one of the most interesting jobs
It's like solving a puzzle, only when you're finished some creep gets locked in jail.
I think it'll be satisfying to know that I've put a murderer behind bars
But I've got at least 8 years to wait before that happens
I can't think of anything else to write, so I'm going to go to the corner store
And maybe buy a slushie, 'cause it's really hot right now...
hating thunder bay since 2003
Someone said this was addictive, sharing all this with a bunch of friends and strangers on the internet. They're right, and I'd like to add my part to it.
Ahoyhoy.
I'm Sonya...
I have no nicknames, but I make up my own. Like Vicky, and Torie (both obviously coming from the basic Victoria.)
I know that's sad.
I live in North Vancouver, which is obviously a suburb of Vancouver.
I hate Vancouver, and am planning to leave as soon as humanly possible after I graduate.
I was born in Edmonton, and I have desperatly tried to get my parents to move back there, because it was so wonderful in my eyes.
When I was eight years old, I moved to Buenos Aires, Argentina, later moving to Mendoza on the other side of the country.
That was the best year of my life.
I'm half Argentine (my dad) and half Polish (my mom).
I've only gone to Poland once.
I've gone to Argentina 3 times.
By the way, I'm 15, and my birthday is in April, and I absolutely hate my curly brown hair (damn genetics) and I hate the fact that my eyes are turning grey. They're brown, actually, but they're turning grey. Thank god for contact lenses.
At school, I'm pretty much a loner.
The only real, true friend I have is a year older than me, and I've known her since we shared our 4/5 grade class.
I usually spend luch hours alone, wandering the hallways, or with her. But I don't think she likes me very much anymore.
I don't like most of my classes, because I usually end up alone, when doing projects and things.
I just realized, I'm very depressing.
I'm really very introverted.
I'm sort of egotistical, too. A lot of people I know, they said when they first met me, they thought I was a bitch, but then they got to know me. (and I guess they got used to it, hehe)
I have an older step-brother and an older step-sister who both live in Poland, but I've only met my brother, during the one and only time I went there (my .5 sister was on vacation, or a business trip or something [I was 6, how am I to remember?])
I like to think I have a very creative mind.
I have this world inside of me, where I'm this controversial rock star.
sorta like Madonna, but a lot less annoying, and so much less slutty.
I don't remember when it started, but approx. 4th grade, when I had this crush on a kid named Max. I accidentally kill him in my world, but in real life, he's still in most of my classes. Then there was Aaron, who was always a sweetie. He moved to Burnaby, though (realistically), but I had to kill him off in my mind. Then there were the Moffatts (yes, I absolutely loved those guys), and somehow I joined up with them, and I wrote OLP's 'Clumsy', and then they split up, and then I joined OLP, afterwards. (all in my world)
I don't think you need to know that part, but whatever, I'm on a roll.
Back to the real me, I've been playing the flute since grade 5, I tried the piano/keyboard/whatever (inspired by Dave Moffatt, *wink*), and I've been begging my dad to get me a guitar (inspired by both Mike Turner and Steve Mazur)
Grew up Catholic
Heck, I even went to a catholic school in Edmonton
I'm questioning my "faith".
I don't understand why Governments won't legalize gay marriages. Yes, I know the Church doesn't want it, but, people, we are NOT in the Middle Ages, and the Church does NOT have power anymore.
Following that, I think Sinead O'Conner was an absolute genius for ripping up the picture of the Pope.
I think I'm straight, but... questions.
But then again, I don't know anybody who hasn't questioned their sexuality at least a few times in their life.
I don't drink
I don't smoke.
I don't do drugs.
I despise the smell of cigarettes.
My favourite movie of all time is probably 'Me, Myself, and Irene'.
I think Jim Carrey is friggin hilarious.
Ditto for John Leguizamo, Eddie Izzard, Tim Allen, Sean Tweeds (or whatever his name is), Jimmy Kimmel, and so many other wonderful people.
Hell, even Tom Green.
and to a lesser extent, maybe even Mike Bullard.
I scared to death that Vancouver and surrounding areas are gonna be blown to bits by that Goddamned 9.0+ earthquake before I leave this shithole.
Hell, I'm "slightly" overweight.
I'm broke.
I need a job.
*hint, hint, to people in the general area of the North Shore*
I'm getting surgery on my knee this winter, thanks to my stupid 'Anterior Cruciate Ligament'.
The only posters on my walls are 3 Moffatts, one Star Wars racer thingy, and a cat (poster) on my door.
I love cats, and have a 4-year old cat named Tiara.
and I've already named my kids, approximately 10-15 years in advance (Angela, Aaron, and most likely Jeremy.)
To answer your question before you even ask it, yes.
But actually, mostly because of Callisto May's tiny, poor, precious 5-year-old brother in the book "Borrowed Light" from Anna Fienberg.
Although it is subject to change.
That's pretty much all I can think of right now.
Ciao.
Edit: - and another thing. When I was living in Edmonton, my neighbours had two really bratty kids, and I think they were both older than me... one was named Scott, and I don't remember his younger brother's name, but the name Johnathan usually comes to mind. When I moved to Arg., I kept in contact with them, but when I moved to Van., I guess we forgot about each other... anyway, I've been trying to track them down for ages. If you guys (meaning Scott and -unknown-) see this... hi!!
Ahoyhoy.
I'm Sonya...
I have no nicknames, but I make up my own. Like Vicky, and Torie (both obviously coming from the basic Victoria.)
I know that's sad.
I live in North Vancouver, which is obviously a suburb of Vancouver.
I hate Vancouver, and am planning to leave as soon as humanly possible after I graduate.
I was born in Edmonton, and I have desperatly tried to get my parents to move back there, because it was so wonderful in my eyes.
When I was eight years old, I moved to Buenos Aires, Argentina, later moving to Mendoza on the other side of the country.
That was the best year of my life.
I'm half Argentine (my dad) and half Polish (my mom).
I've only gone to Poland once.
I've gone to Argentina 3 times.
By the way, I'm 15, and my birthday is in April, and I absolutely hate my curly brown hair (damn genetics) and I hate the fact that my eyes are turning grey. They're brown, actually, but they're turning grey. Thank god for contact lenses.
At school, I'm pretty much a loner.
The only real, true friend I have is a year older than me, and I've known her since we shared our 4/5 grade class.
I usually spend luch hours alone, wandering the hallways, or with her. But I don't think she likes me very much anymore.
I don't like most of my classes, because I usually end up alone, when doing projects and things.
I just realized, I'm very depressing.
I'm really very introverted.
I'm sort of egotistical, too. A lot of people I know, they said when they first met me, they thought I was a bitch, but then they got to know me. (and I guess they got used to it, hehe)
I have an older step-brother and an older step-sister who both live in Poland, but I've only met my brother, during the one and only time I went there (my .5 sister was on vacation, or a business trip or something [I was 6, how am I to remember?])
I like to think I have a very creative mind.
I have this world inside of me, where I'm this controversial rock star.
sorta like Madonna, but a lot less annoying, and so much less slutty.
I don't remember when it started, but approx. 4th grade, when I had this crush on a kid named Max. I accidentally kill him in my world, but in real life, he's still in most of my classes. Then there was Aaron, who was always a sweetie. He moved to Burnaby, though (realistically), but I had to kill him off in my mind. Then there were the Moffatts (yes, I absolutely loved those guys), and somehow I joined up with them, and I wrote OLP's 'Clumsy', and then they split up, and then I joined OLP, afterwards. (all in my world)
I don't think you need to know that part, but whatever, I'm on a roll.
Back to the real me, I've been playing the flute since grade 5, I tried the piano/keyboard/whatever (inspired by Dave Moffatt, *wink*), and I've been begging my dad to get me a guitar (inspired by both Mike Turner and Steve Mazur)
Grew up Catholic
Heck, I even went to a catholic school in Edmonton
I'm questioning my "faith".
I don't understand why Governments won't legalize gay marriages. Yes, I know the Church doesn't want it, but, people, we are NOT in the Middle Ages, and the Church does NOT have power anymore.
Following that, I think Sinead O'Conner was an absolute genius for ripping up the picture of the Pope.
I think I'm straight, but... questions.
But then again, I don't know anybody who hasn't questioned their sexuality at least a few times in their life.
I don't drink
I don't smoke.
I don't do drugs.
I despise the smell of cigarettes.
My favourite movie of all time is probably 'Me, Myself, and Irene'.
I think Jim Carrey is friggin hilarious.
Ditto for John Leguizamo, Eddie Izzard, Tim Allen, Sean Tweeds (or whatever his name is), Jimmy Kimmel, and so many other wonderful people.
Hell, even Tom Green.
and to a lesser extent, maybe even Mike Bullard.
I scared to death that Vancouver and surrounding areas are gonna be blown to bits by that Goddamned 9.0+ earthquake before I leave this shithole.
Hell, I'm "slightly" overweight.
I'm broke.
I need a job.
*hint, hint, to people in the general area of the North Shore*
I'm getting surgery on my knee this winter, thanks to my stupid 'Anterior Cruciate Ligament'.
The only posters on my walls are 3 Moffatts, one Star Wars racer thingy, and a cat (poster) on my door.
I love cats, and have a 4-year old cat named Tiara.
and I've already named my kids, approximately 10-15 years in advance (Angela, Aaron, and most likely Jeremy.)
To answer your question before you even ask it, yes.
But actually, mostly because of Callisto May's tiny, poor, precious 5-year-old brother in the book "Borrowed Light" from Anna Fienberg.
Although it is subject to change.
That's pretty much all I can think of right now.
Ciao.
Edit: - and another thing. When I was living in Edmonton, my neighbours had two really bratty kids, and I think they were both older than me... one was named Scott, and I don't remember his younger brother's name, but the name Johnathan usually comes to mind. When I moved to Arg., I kept in contact with them, but when I moved to Van., I guess we forgot about each other... anyway, I've been trying to track them down for ages. If you guys (meaning Scott and -unknown-) see this... hi!!
Last edited by Sonya on 8/16/2003, 1:58 pm, edited 2 times in total.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
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gerri_cherry
- Posts: 260
- Joined: 6/25/2003, 10:50 am
- Location: Toronto!
damn
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.