I have to go see my annoying friend tomorrow. She might want to sing while I'm there...the bad part is that she can't sing.
~Emily
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow]
[glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
eeee, i am going to the bank tomorrow to get a credit card. and i am dying my hair black tomorrow. and i may go piercing tomorrow. and i don't have to work tomorrow. tomorrow will be a good day.
i planned on killing myself today. not just trying to get attention, honestly. but i probably wont.
-Jillian member of the pokémon league i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along when you are with me i'm free that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
No offense, but if you tell a messageboard that you plan on killing yourself, then you're not planning on killing yourself....
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
it isnt something you go announce with excitement....if you seriously think you may go talk to someone dont tell us...we can only say so much over a computer.
Contrary to popular belief, but if you announce it on a messageboard with people you don't know, you kind of are looking for attention.... And when someone plans a suicide, they write a note and do it, not announce it to a public board....sorry if I sound rude, but it's the truth....
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
yeah whatever. total cry for attention. suicide is about the lamest thing ever. if you're stupid enough to go through with it, well, too bad so sad.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
yay I got to pick my courses and visit my school today for the first time. It's very very exciting! At first I had a double room and asked to be put on a waiting list for a single. Well wouldn't you know that when I show up they give me my financial statement and they've switched me over to a single! Sure I have to pay an extra 600, but now I don't have to share anything!
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
I mean, fuck. You have no idea what's going on in her life. Maybe we're the only people she has to turn to...?
So what if it's a "cry for attention"? Did you ever think about why she might need attention?
Jillian, any time you want to talk about this on here, go ahead. Ignore them. There will always be people here who will listen to you and care about how you feel.
I really hope you don't go through with this. Life has a way of getter better. I'm sure that whatever you're going through, it will get better. There's almost always a solution to these problems.