i just got back from my cousin's wedding in howell today...i sort of felt out of place because i was the only girl above 14 without an infant wrapped around my neck
I get to go to a family renunion on Satruday in Windsor. Not only do I have to be around my family the entire day and night, my dad won't let me go to a bar, even though I have an extreme desire to make myself pass out right about now.
So I am going to Canada to not drink, not gamble, but rather to be around my fucking family where no one likes me because I am the "different" one. Fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
spent the day in Detroit on Saturday with the guy I like and his older brother. I don't have a big family since my dad is an only child, so I don't have to go through reunions.
!EMiLY!
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
my cousin's getting married in a few weeks, so that's going to be fun , the only good thing is the 12 course meals, other then that seeing my family sucks big time.
every easter or graduation or what not there's always a couple of new kids runnig around. me and my cousins my age are like..... Dude, where the hell did all these kids come from? Hey you.....who are you? who do you belong to? Godammit, get me a permanent marker, were gonna brand us a few kids, you know to keep track of em.
Whenever death may surprise us, let it be welcome if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road. my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load. gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
I can relate to this whole family thing. I hate having to attend parties where all my fmaily talks about it other people and how they look, how much money they make etc etc. Its like a huge gossip fest, and I really don't care for it.
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow] [glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
i have a very small family. my dad is an only child and my mom only had one sister. my family is pretty messed up too. my mother's side is beyond dysfunction. let's just say there are illegimate children and hit men running around. as for my dad's side, no one talks to anyone. there was a falling out a couple of years ago and everyone stopped talking.
My family is rather small too. Each of my parents only have one sibling w/ kids. But my dad's parents....well they just had a shit load of kids to run the ranch...so there are plenty of second cousins running around.
Jonathan...don't get drunk w/ her! She might start to look good and God knows what could happen!
I am the "different" one.
Me too! Ok...let's put it this way. I am the only one who doesn't haul a boy or girlfriend of some sort. First question: are you dating anyone? The come all the questions and the looks wondering why I am not married. I DO NOT WANT A CHILD AT 19 LIKE BOBBI, GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD!!