I just got dumped, and for the first time in my life, I couldn't care less.
She calls me and says we shouldn't see each other. I tell her how I feel about her and how all the things she did really messed things up between us. She winds up crying her eyes out over the phone, and I have to cover my mouth because I was laughing. It seems her plan to get rid of me backfired. Muahahahahah.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
No Longer Running Smooth wrote:I just got dumped, and for the first time in my life, I couldn't care less.
She calls me and says we shouldn't see each other. I tell her how I feel about her and how all the things she did really messed things up between us. She winds up crying her eyes out over the phone, and I have to cover my mouth because I was laughing. It seems her plan to get rid of me backfired. Muahahahahah.
Yeah, I hope I can stay single for a while. I don't need a woman to base my happiness around. Hell, I don't need a woman for anything, I've lasted 6 months with barely anything physical, so fuck her. Fuck women in general.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
and alan, even though you're saying 'fuck women in general' i'm really happy to hear you say that. i love when people realize they're strong enough to be without a significant other for a bit. there are so many people that never do.
and melissa: happy birthday!!
oh yes, i'm officially de-greenizing now. screw that green crap. it's annoying as hell.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.