by Sufjan Stevens » 2/3/2003, 7:24 pm
We're not horribly far from Big Rapids Emily. I was supposed to try out for their tennis team my junior year, and it never happened. Thanks coach for telling them to not give me a chance.
Anyways, I saw OLP 4 times this year. And only once did OLP do anything out of the ordinary with the setlist, and they added In Repair and Automatic Flowers to the customary 20 song set. Yeah it was great hearing In Repair again, but after all the driving, money, and uncomfortable settings, either I have to be guaranteed The Wonderful Future and/or Stealing Babies or else I don't think I will go to another OLP show. I don't need to hear the same 20 songs over and over again, I spent a couple hundred bucks on it already. I might go to the show if it exists, but if they don't play something rare, I don't think it's worth paying for or driving to see. Sorry, maybe next year when the new cd comes out, until then, I am on an OLP break. I just need to have a reason for excitement about OLP.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.