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- Sufjan Stevens
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Yeah, my brother will probably drive me up to Toronto to get the tickets, so if he does, Bethany can hitch a ride with me. I mean, my brother is 20, so you could get your tickets and all.
I am seeing Steph tonight. Wish me luck so everything between us doesn't go horribly wrong.
I am seeing Steph tonight. Wish me luck so everything between us doesn't go horribly wrong.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
ya i wont be going either...
trying is the first step to failure... meh...
trying is the first step to failure... meh...
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
Walking down Queen St earlier today: first, I see Tony from No Doubt walking on the other side. No Doubt are opening up for The Rolling Stones at Skydome this evening. I'm sure it was him, people were approaching for autographs.
As I'm watching that scene, I hear "KYLE!" and turn around to see a guy I used to work with. We sat, had a few drinks, and over the course of a couple hours, got caught up on things.
Things were happening downtwon today.
As I'm watching that scene, I hear "KYLE!" and turn around to see a guy I used to work with. We sat, had a few drinks, and over the course of a couple hours, got caught up on things.
Things were happening downtwon today.
- superboots
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happeninfish wrote:Bethany! Nooo!
If you can't get tickets then susan and I will happily give our extra pair to yourself and icecraven
IM me!
awww!!! I feel so loved!!!!!



HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I <3 my HLP!!!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I <3 my HLP!!!!!
- Sufjan Stevens
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Yeah, this is such a shitty night. I went out with Steph, and everything went smoothly. We were being nice to each other, I wasn't making any moves on her, and then I got home. She had a nice little conversation with me. I am the most unintentionally manipulative person she's ever met. Yeah, oh well, she never wants to speak to me again. She said all of this with a goddamn smile on her face. What kind of a heartless bitch does that? Yeah, I might have been such a miserable boyfriend, even though I did nothing wrong to her, but I think I deserve a little more respect than that. Never fall in love, people can be cruel, heartless fucking bitches.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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Wait, i'm confused. So you went out and she was nice to you and just acting normally. Then when you get home, you talk to her on the phone/computer and then she tells you all that stuff about how she doesn't want to speak to you again?
-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
- Sufjan Stevens
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No, she had to drive because I have no more car. Well, yeah, when I was going to get out of her car, she said all of this shit to me about how everyone thinks she shouldn't speak to me, so it must be the right decision for her. But whatever, ruin one person's life because another person says it's for the best. Yeah, the girl who polished off a bottle of pills tells me I have mental problems. Everything in the relationship was my fault. Every single goddamn thing that went wrong she blamed on me. I can't believe she ruined my life and smiled while in the process of it. She was fucking smiling, what kind of a demented person smiles when saying that kind of shit?
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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Why did she decide to go out with you tonight if she felt that way then?
-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
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Excuse me?
Guys can be such assholes
Guys can be such assholes

-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
- Sufjan Stevens
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Yeah, why don't you ask her? I even made a comment that she hated me long before she told me all this, and she said "why would I see you if I hated you?" Yeah, she's a psychotic bitch, and if she killed herself 8 weeks ago like she tried to, I would probably be a happier person today. She makes me miserable. I don't have a strong desire to live anymore....
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
OLPFan420 wrote:if she killed herself 8 weeks ago like she tried to, I would probably be a happier person today.
I'm sure if that had happened, you wouldn't be happy.
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Some of you probably think I left. But was I ever here to start?
- superboots
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anyone can be an asshole, lol
But seriously, even though I don't really know Steph's side of the story, I really have lost a lot of respect for her.
I mean, she has the right to feel that way, but there could've been a nicer way to say it. If anyone said that to me, I don't think I could handle it.
anyway, so, I'm at home, and I'm ready to go to bed. But lo and behold, my little brother's sleeping in my bed. He took over my room!!!!!
Where am I supposed to sleep??????
I tried waking him up and he won't budge.
But seriously, even though I don't really know Steph's side of the story, I really have lost a lot of respect for her.


anyway, so, I'm at home, and I'm ready to go to bed. But lo and behold, my little brother's sleeping in my bed. He took over my room!!!!!


HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I <3 my HLP!!!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I <3 my HLP!!!!!
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Awww, Alan, don't say that. You are just going through a rough time. But this bad time will pass, it may take some time, but it will eventually pass.
-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
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I'm sorry to hear that Alan, I really am. Things really do suck sometimes.
Talking about suckage, me and my friend Brandon were driving home from Blockbuster. I was stopped at a red light, when BAM!! Some idiot slams into me from behind. I was so fucking scared. I didn't know what to do. My car was just sitting in the road, I didn't want to move it. Brandon had to tell me that everything was OK but I really should pull my car into the gas station next to me.
It was so scary. The guy wasn't even going very fast but it made my car jerk really hard. Neither me or Brandon were hurt, thank God, but my car isn't too good. It's better than it could be though. The trunk is all dented up and the bumper is pushed out on the right side. The trunk won't close anymore. The police said it's a couple thousand worth of damage. Oh, what a wonderful day.
Talking about suckage, me and my friend Brandon were driving home from Blockbuster. I was stopped at a red light, when BAM!! Some idiot slams into me from behind. I was so fucking scared. I didn't know what to do. My car was just sitting in the road, I didn't want to move it. Brandon had to tell me that everything was OK but I really should pull my car into the gas station next to me.
It was so scary. The guy wasn't even going very fast but it made my car jerk really hard. Neither me or Brandon were hurt, thank God, but my car isn't too good. It's better than it could be though. The trunk is all dented up and the bumper is pushed out on the right side. The trunk won't close anymore. The police said it's a couple thousand worth of damage. Oh, what a wonderful day.
Don't say we're healing when it's just not what we do...
- superboots
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nope.
I awoke to hearing my mom and my little brother SCREAMING at the top of their lungs. Kyle thought he didn't have any clean clothes and my mom knew he did. It made me realize how much I enjoy being at school and how much I do NOT miss being 14 years old. He's at that peak level of puberty, you know, when you're an emotional wreck, either screaming and crying or spazmatic. ick. I give my mom a lot of credit.

I awoke to hearing my mom and my little brother SCREAMING at the top of their lungs. Kyle thought he didn't have any clean clothes and my mom knew he did. It made me realize how much I enjoy being at school and how much I do NOT miss being 14 years old. He's at that peak level of puberty, you know, when you're an emotional wreck, either screaming and crying or spazmatic. ick. I give my mom a lot of credit.
HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I <3 my HLP!!!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I <3 my HLP!!!!!