fakeanoutput (12:00:05 AM): I feel so needy because I'm like "HANG OUT W/ MEEEEEEEEEE." all the time.
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:01:41 AM): to who?
fakeanoutput (12:01:45 AM): everyone
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:02:45 AM): I feel needy all the time too.
fakeanoutput (12:03:05 AM): I feel so useless when I'm sitting around all day.
fakeanoutput (12:04:00 AM): especially when I know people are out galavanting and I'm stuck in my house because I can't fuckin drive.
fakeanoutput (12:04:46 AM): I don't remember what I did last summer.
fakeanoutput (12:05:34 AM): but I don't think I was this unhappy, if you can believe it.
fakeanoutput (12:07:32 AM): now I wish I hadn't been so fucking lazy about getting my permit and doing driver's ed as soon as I could
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:08:21 AM): I dunno....I don't mind it so much
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:08:26 AM): I usually end up being MORE productive
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:08:31 AM): like I play guitar or draw
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:08:31 AM): haha
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:08:35 AM): instead of WASTING MONEY
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:08:37 AM): on gas
fakeanoutput (12:10:11 AM): I don't know what my problem is.
fakeanoutput (12:10:44 AM): I'm just lonely all day and I hate it.
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:15:01 AM):
fakeanoutput (12:15:16 AM): I don't draw anymore
x NaC2H3O2 x (12:15:34 AM): me neither
fakeanoutput (12:15:36 AM): I'm never inspired enough by anything to draw
fakeanoutput (12:15:44 AM): what happens when ONIMUSHA gets worn out?
fakeanoutput (12:15:52 AM): instead of playing video games all day I'll watch TV all day
fakeanoutput (12:15:56 AM): or try and sleep
fakeanoutput (12:16:04 AM): but I'll be too anxious and too distracted to sleep
fakeanoutput (12:16:10 AM): so I won't sleep
fakeanoutput (12:18:55 AM): SOMETIMES I'll go see Dave but I end up doing the EXACT same thing w/ him that I would be doing at my house; sitting and playing video games. The only difference is that I'm not alone but it gets old and after like 2 hours I'll leave.
fakeanoutput (12:19:01 AM): and pace around the house
fakeanoutput (12:19:06 AM): and EAT a lot because I have nothing better to do
[fake an output is me.]
I'm so miserable.