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Good news and bad news:

First off, neutral news -- I'm actually booked for surgery on my knee after a year of waiting. Actually, 5 days over a year. (December 3, 2002 to December 8, 2003)

Good news -- I get to miss school for the rest of December.

Bad news -- I have to miss school for the rest of December.

Josh, tell Jenna stop being so close-minded. God, how I hate that.

My knee is realy sore and swolen

Random Name wrote:okay, first of all - don't let anyone ever tell you what to do. ever. I don't care if its the right thing, you have to make up your own mind before you do something.
and second, I don't necessarily agree with what everyone else is trying to tell you. To be honest I don't see the point in going down without a fight. And If you are telling someone to let go then you are no better. (sorry if that isnt what you wanted to hear but its all I got)

No, I understand. It's not that everyone is telling me what to do, it's a mere suggestion towards the actions to be taken. But, she has been fighting for six months now, I think she is ready. I mean, she's about sixty pounds and laying in a fetal position in a hospital.

emily wrote:Josh, tell Jenna stop being so close-minded. God, how I hate that.

Jenna isn't the one pissed at me it is my friend laura(the extreem homophobe), jenna slapped laura's ass.

Josh-I know I'm not one to talk, but that's not a reason to kill yourself.

Caitlin-I completely understand, and if you really think you should do it, try and be strong. You know she'll be better off. Actually telling someone it's ok for them to let go and that you'll be ok is a respectable thing to do. Although very hard. That's so sad, my grandmother went the same way.

Life is a bitch.

Cass wrote:Josh-I know I'm not one to talk, but that's not a reason to kill yourself.

Life is a bitch.

there is a lot more i just can't put it into words right now most of it goes into poems but i don't have the time to write right now so...

i just got my second "strike" at work. one more, and i'm gone. it seems as though i am going to have to look for a new job in the new year.

josh. man, this might not help much, but seriously you're pretty young... i can guarantee you thing will look better in the future. trust me, you're grade school friends (if i'm right that you're in grade 8) probably wont mean anything to you two years from now if things get messed up. you'll look back on this and realize it's not nearly as bad as you're making it out to be.. just hang on and let things play out.

Caitlin, that sucks.

Lori, what the hell. it seems like you're getting fired every other week ... and you'd think they'd know better than to fire an awesome employee after two years or whatever it's been

There is life after school, everyone.

Biology is a whore.

Caitlin, I am not one to sugar coat anything, as you may know, so if this sounds rough or anything, I apologize in advance. The situation you're in needs action. You need to talk to your grandma. If it seems like the reason she's hanging on is for you, then you need to say something to her. She's clearly suffering, and there's no reason for her to continue on like she is. I know, death is a tough thing to deal with, but it's tougher to deal with watching someone you love slowly waste away, and eventually die. It's actually rather soothing to know you had your last moment of peace with someone in an intimate way like the situation you're in right now, rather than to spend your time regretting saying nothing. You may have your doubts now, but once you go to the room, you'll realize it's for the best. You both will cry, and you will cry for a long time, but after you talk to her, you'll feel better about the whole situation. I promise. I watched my grandpa die when I was 6 and was in the same situation as you're in right now. I promise you that you'll feel better talking this out with her, just trust me on this one.

there is a lot more i just can't put it into words right now most of it goes into poems but i don't have the time to write right now so...

Ahh, I see. Well, just remember, your friends aren't worth your life.

clumsychild_ wrote:Biology is a whore.

yes. yes it is.

I have to do a speech today and my voice finally came back. Damn

hell test
i got 25 "you barely make the scale" damn, i'm not going to hell.

I only scored a 15

i scored a 20 and rob scored a 77

rob is going to hell.

actually according the test he's normal