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I needed a place that wasn't happy so I could post about how much my day sucked. I know a few other people wanted one too. Now we have it.


Today sucked for the following reasons:

(x) I am stupid and fucked up horribly with a good friend of mine.
(x) I had to work on a fucking weekend because I work two jobs and hardly ever get a day off.
(x) I told my mother about a trip I was planning for two weeks from now and she got all mad because of who I'm going to see, insulted the person, and then blamed it all on him because of something that is absolutely none of her business. She's so closed-minded and thinks that she knows how everyone else feels and that she doesn't hurt people with what she says and how she says it, she thinks she's so tolerant of other people's mental problems but she's not. She kicked me out of the house because I wasn't getting help for my depression back in January and she refuses to accept the fact that I'm an adult and if I choose to visit a friend in another state I'm allowed to and she has no say because she doesn't finance any fucking thing for me anymore.

Now I'm in tears and I hate myself and I don't want to take this fucking medication anymore because it's making me fucking stupid and I'm sick of hurting people and it's not like I do it intentionally, my whole mission in life is to NOT be a fuck-up but here I am, number one fuck-up, and it's never going to stop and I'm just going to keep fucking up and I hate everything about me.


Now everyone else gets to post about how their days sucked.

How about my past week?

It sucks because my best friend is really hot and everyone loves her. I tell her everything, consequently, it comes to be that anyone I like will fall in love with her. Or, even if they aren't falling in love with her, I think they are because she's...hot...I guess, and end up sabotaging myself anyhow. Plus it really puts a damper on the friendship.

It also sucks because I found out something about a guy I really used to like, who I am still friends with, and I'm not sure I can really associate with him anymore without being rude or bitter. But I hate that kind of person. So I have to pretend. But I really am upset about how he felt about the same situation.

Both of ya ladies.....that sucks. Reading stuff like that makes me feel like a shitty day of mine definitely isn't so shitty.

We all have our shitty days, and they ALL get better.......sounds corny, but its true.


Keep ya head up!

today sucked because my rejection count went up by one and i also found out that the transcripts that i ordered to be sent to the u of s in april still haven't made it there and the deadline's in a week.

Today sucked because my depression is getting worse and I just had an anxiety attack.

And I hate myself.

myownsatellite wrote:Today sucked because my depression is getting worse and I just had an anxiety attack.

And I hate myself.

*hugs*

Today sucked because I'm still miserable.

*hugs back*

*extra big squishy hugs*

I love Kathy hugs.

Wow this is quickly turning into the Megan Bitches About Her Shitty Ass Day And Life thread

myownsatellite wrote:I love Kathy hugs.

I do give pretty good hugs

And I get a REAL one soon!

:O that's right!!

wait, are you saying my virtual hugs are not good enough?

No

ok whew!

today sucked because tomorrow's coming.

well that sucks

afealicious wrote:today sucked because tomorrow's coming.

You have no idea how much I understand that and feel the same way.

today sucks cos its prom day and I am in school posting on the cm to kill time. Seriously I have to be ready at 4 why the fuck am I here? stupid fucking parents.


and *hugs* to everyone who is actually having a bad day. you guys can ignore my superficial problems.