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- ihatethunderbay
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- Bananababy
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I decided to go for a run earlier, even though its NewYork and pretty much snowing. I ended up just being nauseous and sick and I felt like I was going to pass out... so I turned around and ran the mile it took to get home only I was about 1/4 of the wa home when I sprained my ankle. That sucked a lot.
"I wrote on my palm before I went to have it read to see if she would read that too."- Mitch Hedberg
- Sufjan Stevens
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I'm fucking crying right now.
I can't deal with the fact that my friend's dad is dead. He was such a nice man and was more fatherly to me than the asshole I live with. He shouldn't be dead damnit, my dad should be instead. I can't take this...
I need someone to talk to about this and I have no one. I would usually talk to my ex about this, but instead of being civil and speaking to me, she just ignores my phone calls now. I'm a fucking wreck over this, and she's too busy not hearing me plead for her help.
And I'm supposed to believe people are decent. Fuck this, everyone is just fucking worthless.
I can't deal with the fact that my friend's dad is dead. He was such a nice man and was more fatherly to me than the asshole I live with. He shouldn't be dead damnit, my dad should be instead. I can't take this...
I need someone to talk to about this and I have no one. I would usually talk to my ex about this, but instead of being civil and speaking to me, she just ignores my phone calls now. I'm a fucking wreck over this, and she's too busy not hearing me plead for her help.
And I'm supposed to believe people are decent. Fuck this, everyone is just fucking worthless.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
- Sufjan Stevens
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I just cut off all my hair. No one is going to recognize me anymore, that I can guarantee. Maybe Steph and Bethany, but beyond that, it's iffy.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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oh man...i feel so bad for you, Alan.
All day today I keep hearing things about death or people dying and its so terrible. It makes you wonder what its worth if your a good or a terrible person...doesn't seem to really be worth the effort at times. I heard today at work that someones husband died. He was really young, probably had kids, lots of friends and family, and even though I didn't know the guy I had a huge lump in my throat. How come things never seem to go the way they are supposed to?
All day today I keep hearing things about death or people dying and its so terrible. It makes you wonder what its worth if your a good or a terrible person...doesn't seem to really be worth the effort at times. I heard today at work that someones husband died. He was really young, probably had kids, lots of friends and family, and even though I didn't know the guy I had a huge lump in my throat. How come things never seem to go the way they are supposed to?
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
- finding emo
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Cass, in case you weren't aware Alan has a hot ass.
Anyways, I feel for ya Alan. I really do. It sucks a lot and I wish I could say something to you, but there is absolutely nothing that could be said to make you feel any better.
Anyways, I feel for ya Alan. I really do. It sucks a lot and I wish I could say something to you, but there is absolutely nothing that could be said to make you feel any better.

"I wrote on my palm before I went to have it read to see if she would read that too."- Mitch Hedberg
my friends boyfriend spent new years eve chatting with jeremy at the phoenix in toronto .. the very bar i was supposed to go too .. i swear i have the worst luck ..
♥ Joey
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Joey wrote:my friends boyfriend spent new years eve chatting with jeremy at the phoenix in toronto .. the very bar i was supposed to go too .. i swear i have the worst luck ..
grrrr, i was supposed to go to the phoenix too, but one of my friends doesn't like "rock" music, so we didn't go becuase of her. and then that very same friend bailed on us a couple hours before we were going to go out on new years eve. grrrrrrrrr

-lori
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
she's a fool for the last living rock king
http://www.livejournal.com/~got_to_get_away/
HARDCORE!
a stranger told me that gods greatest gift to man is time, thats the most meaningful thing anyone ever said to me.
-Liam
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