I've never remembered over 10 inches, and we're supposed to get all that bullshit "Lake effect snow." Our biggest snowfall in Michigan has been a whopping three inches on Christmas Eve/morning. Bullshit.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
All I know is that I am sick of places like Missouri getting more snow than Michigan. We're surrounded by water and are much farther north than Missouri, so why the hell aren't we getting any snow? Three fucking inches is not a snowfall for Michigan damnit.
What is going to happen is when April comes around and it gets nice and warm, we'll get like 5 inches of snow, not enough to cancel school, but enough to make my life a living hell.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
I hate the majority of people here too. Is it just me, or does everyone here hate what they are? White kids think they're black because they live within 45 minutes of Detroit, rich kids swear on their lives that they're not snobs because they don't drive incredibly expensive cars and they dress shabbily, and poor people pretend to be rich by buying expensive clothes to look cool to others. I cannot tolerate living in this state. I cannot find one genuinely honest, true person. Maybe Bethany is the closest thing to a person that deals with what their life really is and doesn't pretend that she is something better than what she is. Besides that, everyone else is just a fake asshole.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.