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I realize that it's not as spectacular the first time. I still think it's special enough to save.

PS. Resisting urges wouldn't be all that big of a deal, me thinks, if it WAS something that was important to me. I have sex because me and him are chillin out and it seems like a good plan at the time, and I mean, it IS availible. It's not like I sit around all day thinking of new ways of begging him to get into my pants. I could give it up if I wanted to, me thinks, there's just no reason to do so.

PS. I am in love. *sigh*

Rusty wrote:Just for the sake of saying it, I'm still a virgin. (I think I'm the first guy on here to openly admit that....or I'm the only guy virgin on here.)

Nope, I came first.






Erm.





Bad choice of words for this thread.

ALSO, my conceptions of sex changed majorly after I first started doing it. I thought sex was way less of a big deal. I mean, obviously I wasn't going to go sleep with any random person, but I didn't want to fool myself into thinking I was in love when I was young, sleep with them and then realize I gave it up when they never really cared about me. Therefore, i wanted it to be something to get our of the way by doing it with someone I trusted that was more experienced, so that it would be a fairly positive experience and I could then sleep with people. Shit, this makes me sound like a whore...I just mean that I didn't want sex and love to be too tied together, because then I could get hurt SO easily, if either the sex or the love turned out to be hurtful, it would ruin the other one.

But then I found this guy that, though we're in love, seriously, I think half the reason we're so good for each other is because we have the exact same mindset about sex. We can discuss anything without the other one getting weirded out, and we get embarresed by the same things. It's such not a power thing because we're both so comforable. I'm able to be a really sexual person and feel positive about it, which is actually really important, me thinks.

Rusty wrote:I just wish that one of the girls I like would at least consider dating me. I'd be happy just having the "cow"

hehe

rusty would settle for the school fatty!

god i'm a bitch tonight!

birth control : the shot

please inform me of side effects and cost

happeningfish wrote:rusty would settle for the school fatty!

I would never settle for anyone. I may be lonley but I won't date someone if I don't like them.

for me, it was like 13 bucks, but i don't really know if that had to do with canadian health coverage or what.

side effects: i've been on it for 3 months, nothing i noticed, but i am seriously so unaware of my own health stuff, that i never know what's an actual problem and what's just my stomach saying ow. but seriously, i don't think anything happened. no weight gain or such. apparently if you stay in it for more than two years during your lifetime, you may get osteoporosis.


yep.

thanks

np

Rusty wrote:

happeningfish wrote:rusty would settle for the school fatty!

I would never settle for anyone. I may be lonley but I won't date someone if I don't like them.

sorry rusty it was just a joke based on the quote above it

No worries, I knew it was.

i didnt' even notice this thread.


*reads*

Ok. Seriously people stop posting so fast!
Um so:
I think when I was a kid I was going to "Save Myself"
But then I got hormones and was like "Daaamn"
So I had sex.
I like it alot, alot. But Now i'm trying to be good and atleast be in some sort of love or something.

I don't have any regrets, sure, maybe I shouldnt have done things, but its all good now, so Meh.

i just saw this thread, and the creator of this thread.

*waves finger at Yannic*

and then i noticed that sean called for me to jump in immediately.

but anyhow, yeah, in terms of limpness, he might also be drunk. whiskey dicked anyone?

i dunno, i don't have those troubles. sex is great, and it's awsome with the right person. in terms of feelings of the person, yeah, feelings make it way better for me. the old random sex binge i did during my depression didn't really teach me anything, other than a few more moves, and even then it wasn't to impressive.

but with the person you care about, it's just awsome. and wow i miss those days.

reno's got a secret. he's really a virgin. don't tell anyone.

oh no those days have long since gone.