yesterday was nice because all my troubles went away...
today won't be, because some are coming back.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
TWNB I set up my bed and computer in my new apartment
~*Megan*~
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
Henrietta wrote:YWN because I went to a concert with a boy I like, and he paid for me
most embarassing thing ever: assuming your ticket's been paid for and walking away from the ticket counter and hearing "uh, aren't you gonna get a ticket?" and then having to pretend that you're scatterbrained and totally just forgot, while the boy pretends he's not turning bright red because he knows you both know you thought he was going to pay for you because he had A GIFT CERTIFICATE and yet he didn't. Also pretending the ticket seller does not also realize all of this, along with the people behind you in line.
MAN.
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-Jillian member of the pokémon league i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along when you are with me i'm free that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
Lucky, I was up at 6am so I could start moving my furniture before it started to pour.
~*Megan*~
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
Haha for what? I'm finally in my apartment, and I couldn't be happier I just wish I didn't have to get up so early to do it! In the end, the rain started anyway on the way back from the first trip, so most of my furniture got wet. Haha. Oh well, it's dry now!
~*Megan*~
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
twnb the speech/presentation i was panicking for a week or so back is OVER, and it went surprisingly well.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
TWNB I went out with some friends and we had fun. I also bought 2 pounds of jelly beans and a cd. Ooh, and when we went to Tims my friend served me and I got a discount.
Queens Of The Stone Age-Someone's In The Wolf Once you're lost in twillights's blue You don't find your way, the way finds you...
Tempt the fates, beware the smile It hides all the teeth, my dear, What's behind them...
So glad you could stay Forever
He steps between the trees, a crooked man There's blood on the blade Don't take his hand
You warm by the firelight, in twilight's blue Shadows creep & dance the walls He's creeping too..
twnb it's a gorgeous day here in Vancouver and I went to beaches and stared at mountains and took photos.
Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
Kathy14 wrote:T(mainly the evening) WNB we weny to dinnet, then 2 mor restarants for drinls and deserts (whihc were free b/c of birtday!). Yay -0 free desssserts!!
I'v had polr bar shotgs all over otwn!!
Nwo oot to the bar
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yay for polar bear shots all over town! And all the free desserts I had
And I totally didn't mention drunk glow-in-the-dark mini golfing, which was soooo much fun!
<I><B>"I know this sounds corny, and I might be a little bit drunk, but honest to god, thank you everybody"</B></I>
twnb i discovered there's a little art/poetry/studio thinger right around the corner from me! and i went and listened to my prof read there and she was awesome! and they carried the zine i was published in! and i got to meet the brick books lady! who turned out to be don mckay's sister! and s.e. venart read too and she also good. wewt
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