TheWorldIsASubway wrote:I'm feeling more depressed than ever lately. I don't fit in. Anywhere. There's nothing about me that's worth liking, and I'm tired of making everyone's lives more complicated. I don't know why I'm so sad all the time... it gets better, and then it comes back with a vengeance.
I'm sorry.... go on.....
That's how I've felt lately.
HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
Bethany's got me in her signature!!! I feel so unworthy!!! And yet so honored. Thanks Bethany
Anyways, my parents called me up tonight and were like, "Get packed, we're coming to get ya and you better have everything packed in an hour and a half." I had to run frantically to get everything done, but here I am back home, without my LAN, running on shitty dialup, but happy cause I'm eating a candy cane and I have pets..YES pets!!!
It's been good for me so far. I got 70 dollars from Frank (future step-father) and my mommy told me that she wants me to be the Maid of Honor at her wedding!!!!!! She changed the date to July 25th. take note of that, o people who are coming to see me.
HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
some certain people on here have seen me super hyper crazy though. *coughsusanalexbrent*cough* and some have heard me being superhypercrazy *cough*robjacquikimmy*cough*
HARDCORE!!!
OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?
I am awake, and have been so for the past hour. "Why are you awake?" you might ask. Well, some fucking jackass from my mom's work decided to call the house. Not a problem. Each time she let the phone ring 15 times, and she called three times within five minutes. I hate ignorant people.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know
sweet blasphemy my giving tree
it hasn't rained in years
i bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears
leave it to me i remain free from all the comforts of home
and where that is i'm pleased as piss to say
i'll never really know