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mmmmm i could go for a Bacon Cheese Burgerm, Fries and a Strawberry Milkshake right now..............kinda sad that it's only 9:30am........

i'm at work. the cubicles are so weird and way to close i can actually hear everyone in conversations even if theyre on the other side of the room. this is TOO bizarre.

I actually went to school today, but left after homeroom because i thought i was going to pass out and/or die.

But i talked to my calculus and chem teachers and they are both letting me write the tests i misses after Christmas holidays. yay

i had to do a humongous 9 page essay today. bah.

my eyes hurt. i need to sleep.

heh, i finally went to the doctor today. Turns out that for the first 2 days, i had the norwalk virus, but then it went away, and now, i managed to catch a differnt flu-like virus

Weee! I'm healthy for the first time in a long while. This has been a great winter compared to my sick every day for 5 months usual winter. I had a little flu around thanksgiving, but thats it.

It will come back for Christmas though. It's my holiday sickness curse.

I'll fight it though........I swear I will go one Christmas without puking.

ONE MORE DAY OF SCHOOL!!! The last day before vacation rocks. Parties in every class, people running around with candy and presents.
This will be one kick ass vacation. I have things to do Friday,Saturday, and Sunday nights so far, and have work Saturday, Sunday, and Monday mornings at 7am though.........I may die of tiredness. Plus work on Christmas. Oh well................when I work on x-mas then I'm close to Rutland, and I make home deliveries of all my friends presents

Half-day of school tomorrow! Half-day of school tomorrow!
Bwee!

We don't get half days in high school

But I get out at 12.....so I'll stop complaining

We got two horses today to board. Ones a percheron/morgan, and one's a quarter horse. Yay.

I'm feeling more depressed than ever lately. I don't fit in. Anywhere. There's nothing about me that's worth liking, and I'm tired of making everyone's lives more complicated. I don't know why I'm so sad all the time... it gets better, and then it comes back with a vengeance.

I'm sorry.... go on.....

superrgirll wrote:heh, i finally went to the doctor today. Turns out that for the first 2 days, i had the norwalk virus, but then it went away, and now, i managed to catch a differnt flu-like virus

isn't norwalk that virus that everyone on those cruise ships was getting? i'm pretty sure they just had an outbreak of that at a hospital in the next county over from me too. crazy

my eyes still hurt well yeah its prob cause i got only 4 whole hours of sleep last night .

percheron/morgan? never heard of that mix before.

Starseed3333 wrote:We don't get half days in high school

But I get out at 12.....so I'll stop complaining

Um.. that IS a half-day

I'm so fucking bitchy today. I hate people who make fun of other people's taste in music then go and be a fucking hypocrit goddamnit.

TheWorldIsASubway wrote:I'm feeling more depressed than ever lately. I don't fit in. Anywhere. There's nothing about me that's worth liking, and I'm tired of making everyone's lives more complicated. I don't know why I'm so sad all the time... it gets better, and then it comes back with a vengeance.

Welcome to my world It's almost like I wrote that myself .. weird ..

it'll go away. go out and meet some new people or something. or become better friends with old ones.

nah .. it won't go away .. well with medication it would .. but I refuse meds