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it's not, actually.

i'm taking her to disneyland in april. you'd think that'd be enough. but nooooo :p

guys, you can't dump on christmas cuz you're single. I spent at least half my christmases without a hot girlfriend and i still loved the holiday.

your girlfriend, or lack thereof, cannot comprise your happiness, lest you risk never being happy.

I agree. I don't have anyone, and sure...I whine about it all the time. I figure I just save more money and Christmas still rocks. And don't say it's cause I get tons of shit. I don't. And I don't care.

It just adds to the sucking of the holiday. I mean, I had someone to talk to on Christmas and visit each of the past three years, which was comforting considering I live with horrible people and all. This year, I actually have to put up with people, and I don't like it. I will have no one to converse to, no one to hug me, nothing. It's not that being alone makes the holiday suck, the fact that I have to go through the holiday makes the holiday suck. I just want someone to talk to, that's it.

Yeah I'd have to say that if my family wasn't around, I'd HATE HATE HATE the holidays.

*hugs Alan*

Internet text hugs mean nothing to me. I just want to hear someone's voice that isn't in yelling mode. That's all I fucking want this year.

I like Christmas , this is the one thing i can't complain about.

superboots wrote:i like christmas but it just isn't the same anymore. i think it's cause i grew up and moved out of the house.

it's even going to be weirder this year because my mom got married and we moved out of the house that i grew up in.

I used to love Christmas. Now I still like the idea of it, but it's not the same. Especially since my Dad remarried and moved and we have to do things my stepmother's way now and not the way I'm used to and she's mean about doing anything any way other than hers

I did Christmas dinner and presents with my friends yesterday and it was really nice. And I like having my tree and lights too. And some time off work. So it's not all bad.

Haha. What are you talking about? Internet hugs rock. ...yah.

I'm supposed to do Christmas lunch with some friends tomorrow...but I really don't want to cause I did Christmas dinner w/ my best friend last night and I'm kind of sick of these friends. I guess I should just do it, seeing how it's Christmas and all.

Ack. I'm so bored and my tree is soo full of presents. I want it to be Christmas Eve.

i like presents.

Maria lies.

My throat hurts now.

cass lies about me lying.

I just made a kick ass bowl of cereal!


Good Times

I hate the post office

Yannic is cool.

Verrrrrry cool.

Its not so much the fakeness of it all, its more so going through it all that makes me hate all this holiday shit.
My family is a little eyone dysfunctional and I can't stand being around either household for a long period of time so around the holidays when you are supposed to love and appriciate your family makes me want to hurl. Its all such bullshit. What kind of Christmas is it when no one knows you well enough to know what to get, and you have to spend christmas at one really empty house and another at a really hate filled one. No one pays attention to anyone else they are just looking for mistakes and reasons for hate. Is so frustrating. And since its fucking christmas you HAVE to pretend to be happy. It seems to be what the season is about. Pretending. Fuck I hate it all.

Yeah. I wish these stupid holidays were over already.

Random Name wrote:My family is a little eyone dysfunctional and I can't stand being around either household for a long period of time so around the holidays when you are supposed to love and appriciate your family makes me want to hurl. Its all such bullshit. What kind of Christmas is it when no one knows you well enough to know what to get, and you have to spend christmas at one really empty house and another at a really hate filled one. No one pays attention to anyone else they are just looking for mistakes and reasons for hate. Is so frustrating. And since its fucking christmas you HAVE to pretend to be happy. It seems to be what the season is about. Pretending. Fuck I hate it all.

You sound exactly like my friend.

Wee. I'm still in my pyjamas, heh.

I was just playing scattergories with my brother (its like charades)

me: ooooo! you're a sperm!!
him: no, you IMBECILE! I'm a WORM!
me: well... I suck.

i'm such a loser.