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I'm stuck on xbox.

And thats bad?

Yes.

So yeah, I'm bummed because I've got killer insomnia and I'm stressed about nothing at all. There is literally nothing in my life to be concerned about, but I'm still a wreck of nerves. That, and the burden of being alone is getting very heavy.

I'm always streseed. If I get actual stress, then I break out in hives. I am allergic to stress. That sucks.

I am so very depressed. That is all.

*goes off crying*

Consider yourself joined: club depressed.

Ok that wasn't very sensitive. Sorry. What's the matta babe?

usually when i get bummed it's because i feel very alone. but lately i've been telling myself that lonliness isn't such a bad thing.

alone=free.

Alone works both ways. Sometimes I'm happy about it. And sometimes it makes me very sad.

Me too. I need my alone time

Alone can be good. You don't have anyone to nag at you, but generally being alone sucks.

okay...so i got some issues...well one really

met a girl....went out for 3 weeks, we really hit it off....both liked each other and a had a great time together....all was going amazing....then one day she mentions how she just got out of a relationship....2 days later...after all is going well still....she says she got back with her ex....shitty deals......i dont understand how that could happen when we were clearly having a blast together....i guess she went back to the comfort of the old relationship cause it was easier than moving ahead with the relative unknown....oh well....i guess its back to being alone and miserable again....

wow...i needed to get that of my chest!!!!

What happened is that you managed to become the rebound. She either thought the old relationship was over and needed to move on to you to prove to herself that it was and then realized that it wasn't, or she was using you to get the old boyfriend jelous. Sorry dude, but that had nothing to do with you.

Amazing how impersonal relationships can be sometimes.

she's not worth it. you're too good for her.

If she's gonna pull crap like that on you, then you can do a lot better than her. It sounds like you were the rebound which is harsh stuff. You'll find someone much better soon enough.

thanks all....i guess everyone is in agreement that i was the rebound guy....and when the ex called back, she went running....oh well....shit happens i guess...time to move on

im bummed because i don't have a REAL reason to be bummed, i'm just bitter at guys. or one in particular. not even bitter, more like bitter sweet.

does that make sense? no? good, now you know how i feel. lol

I am very bummed right now. nothing is going right and i feel like crying.

*big hugs for Melissa*