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Pyramanica_Naveedess wrote:HEY! THat was in good fun! I was happy when i drunk dialed you!


Reza is so adorable. I just wanna hug him.

Grades 9-11 I had a cutting problem too, I had told myself that I wanted to quit several times before I actually did. The first few days really are the hardest. My shot of reality came when a friend saw a scar on my wrist and I covered it up and realized that there was something SERIOUSLY wrong with me. It's been 8 months and I don't see myself going back .
The hardest day is the day after you decide to quit, it isn't an uphill battle the whole way though. There are still some days when I consider it, but then I just set my mind not to do anything.

i heart everyone! -is happy-

edit: pagebabied.

Good for you Reza! I'm proud of you.





A little birdy told me that there used to be an SI thread and it got nasty i dont want that to happen. Just a random note.

I dont know what that one was like *dont have to tell me either* but i imagine maybe it wasnt very cool.

Yeah, that thread got horribly ugly. I think it did a lot faster than this one, though... but I might be wrong.

Just... realize that you're on a public messageboard talking about some REALLY personal and controversial things, and someone might come in here and say some harsh words.

Yeah, Nikki is definately right. You need to be careful what you post on public websites, as you are likely to get a negative response. I'm not ruling out the possibility of the positive, encouraging posts, but the opposing end usually comes up with valid points as well.

yeah. i definitely remember this one time where i posted..some...things..and got a lot of the positive and a lot of the negative.

jillian


Sorry the way you worded that sounded kind of akward and funny.




Yeah i know about the negative stuff, i mostly just didnt want other people to start fighting or something and me be all like

bahahahahahahahaha
yeah
bitchin'
...i dunno
i need sleep

when someone is thinking of or does resort to something as serious as that they (usually) arent in a state of mind where they can step back and say "oh shit.. i shouldnt be doing this and should find alternatives to helping myself"... in theory you're right... i feel the same way but having said that however, in theory a lot of things are possible or logical but when it boils down to it in the "heat of the moment" so to speak.. logic/theory/common sense/etc take a backseat to the here and now.

Exactamundo!

I find that I have these weird desires sometimes, but I was raised in a way that I was AFRAID to do anything wrong for fear of the consequences from my parents. I didn't understand the real world consequences until later. It's like the "fake it till you make it" theory. I really love them for that, because I would have done anything and everything bad probably if they hadn't. I remember one time I tried to stop eating like in 8th grade and my mom got all pissy and told me dad and I'll never forget what he said. Of course I'm way too old now for them to stop me from doing anything, but now I'm smart enough to wrap my head around the real reasons why I should or shouldn't do some things.