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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

but thanks guys, since i suppose you had good intentions although it didnt really seem that way at first, it kinda just made me feel worse.
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yeah that wasn't my intention. just don't kill yourself, ok?
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its4am_isanybodyhome wrote:fuck, okay! i live now, although i do feel like a horrible person. :freak:


please talk to me...msn, though i'm never on, or PM, or something. i was also going to kill myself, on two separate occasions, for what i look back on was for really really stupid reasons (and yes, I *am* depressed.)

oh yeah, for today's thing...

my right big toe's infected. gag. and bacitracin is sticky.
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that sounds horrible about your toe. :( poor you. *pat pat*
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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

jeff is bitchin' wrote:yeah that wasn't my intention. just don't kill yourself, ok?


okay...working on it.
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Post by Henrietta »

Aww. Don't feel that way.

So, did you go to Subway when you went out with him?

Nope, we went to a Jazz game and to Jake's Over the Top! He's sooo much more attractive than THAT Jared ;)

I still feel that way though, lol. Tis ok.

I think you guys are being a bit hard on her. Anyone who thinks about suicide really just wanted attention. It's not like they premiditate it cause they KNOW they want attention, it's subconcious. Please don't kill yourself. There are so many people out there who you would affect and miss you, even if you don't think so. I've thought about that kind of shit before (never planned it though) and that is what makes me realize I could never do it. What about my parents, my siblings, my grandparents, my friends, and all of the people who have gone before me waiting for me on the other side??

But...the good news is I'm burnt to a crisp and want to go fucking home, but can't.
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Dashboard Confessional with electric guitars and vocal harmonies sounds so wrong.

The new Saves The Day song sounds kinda weak. Chris is barely singing, his voice sounds so soft and it just sounds sick. He's got a good leading voice and he doesn't use it. Apparently not singing and getting ridiculously huge with Dreamworks is much better than singing dark songs and using the voice that made you popular. Vagrant will be better off. But then again, Vagrant got raped on this deal. They pay to produce the album, STD completes it, then takes the album and jumps lablels. Shafted.
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I've personally planned suicide. And of course there was the incident where I "tried to slit my wrist" with a plastic knife.

But yeah, no belittling.
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Post by sandsleeper »

wow. there are 13 pounds of parrot seed in my freezer, and i don't even have any birds in the house at the moment. my mom's gonna love that. but how could i turn it down? 13 pounds for 10 bucks?? hell yes! we charge 10 bucks for 4 pounds of the same stuff. :freak:
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Post by nelison »

if that's not a steal, I dunno what is!

I mean you could go and sell it on the black market and make a big profit!
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yes the black market of birdseed... otherwise known as ebay! :evil:
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:wtf:

that reminds me, i gotta pay ebay for my recent purchase :freak:
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:mrgreen: I have a job interview tomorrow !
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Very nice! I hope it works out for you.
I get to not go to work tomorrow! :mrgreen:

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xonodoubt69 wrote::mrgreen: I have a job interview tomorrow !



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I'm going on vacation starting tonight!
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:mrgreen:

Two weeks in sunny.... Ohio? Holy crap, who signed me up for this?!
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you won it?
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Ha Ha, you have to deal with the midwest. I swear you're gonna appreciate Seattle so much more when you go back.
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