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- its4am_isanybodyhome
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but thanks guys, since i suppose you had good intentions although it didnt really seem that way at first, it kinda just made me feel worse.
-Jillian

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i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon

member of the pokémon league
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
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its4am_isanybodyhome wrote:fuck, okay! i live now, although i do feel like a horrible person.
please talk to me...msn, though i'm never on, or PM, or something. i was also going to kill myself, on two separate occasions, for what i look back on was for really really stupid reasons (and yes, I *am* depressed.)
oh yeah, for today's thing...
my right big toe's infected. gag. and bacitracin is sticky.
~Official fan of Canadian Bands that can be abbreviated to three letters~
<p>...Though I haven't heard anything by Matthew Good...
<p>...Though I haven't heard anything by Matthew Good...
- its4am_isanybodyhome
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- its4am_isanybodyhome
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jeff is bitchin' wrote:yeah that wasn't my intention. just don't kill yourself, ok?
okay...working on it.
-Jillian

member of the pokémon league
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon

member of the pokémon league
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along
when you are with me i'm free
that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon
Aww. Don't feel that way.
So, did you go to Subway when you went out with him?
Nope, we went to a Jazz game and to Jake's Over the Top! He's sooo much more attractive than THAT Jared

I still feel that way though, lol. Tis ok.
I think you guys are being a bit hard on her. Anyone who thinks about suicide really just wanted attention. It's not like they premiditate it cause they KNOW they want attention, it's subconcious. Please don't kill yourself. There are so many people out there who you would affect and miss you, even if you don't think so. I've thought about that kind of shit before (never planned it though) and that is what makes me realize I could never do it. What about my parents, my siblings, my grandparents, my friends, and all of the people who have gone before me waiting for me on the other side??
But...the good news is I'm burnt to a crisp and want to go fucking home, but can't.
- Sufjan Stevens
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Dashboard Confessional with electric guitars and vocal harmonies sounds so wrong.
The new Saves The Day song sounds kinda weak. Chris is barely singing, his voice sounds so soft and it just sounds sick. He's got a good leading voice and he doesn't use it. Apparently not singing and getting ridiculously huge with Dreamworks is much better than singing dark songs and using the voice that made you popular. Vagrant will be better off. But then again, Vagrant got raped on this deal. They pay to produce the album, STD completes it, then takes the album and jumps lablels. Shafted.
The new Saves The Day song sounds kinda weak. Chris is barely singing, his voice sounds so soft and it just sounds sick. He's got a good leading voice and he doesn't use it. Apparently not singing and getting ridiculously huge with Dreamworks is much better than singing dark songs and using the voice that made you popular. Vagrant will be better off. But then again, Vagrant got raped on this deal. They pay to produce the album, STD completes it, then takes the album and jumps lablels. Shafted.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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if that's not a steal, I dunno what is!
I mean you could go and sell it on the black market and make a big profit!
I mean you could go and sell it on the black market and make a big profit!
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
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Very nice! I hope it works out for you.
I get to not go to work tomorrow!
I get to not go to work tomorrow!

Without you I'm as good as
dead ...
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- Sufjan Stevens
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Ha Ha, you have to deal with the midwest. I swear you're gonna appreciate Seattle so much more when you go back.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.