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Post by Mechanical Thought »

Yep, of course.
I was just making the point that if these are the replies you are going to get when you are feeling suicidal ... I suggest that, to not promote further depression, you don't bother putting something like that out on here (providing there is a next time.).

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thanks guys, i mean the ones of you who AREN'T being inconsiderate assholes. i know i shouldnt really post this here, and maybe i AM looking for attention, but whatever, i dont really care. and just because i post that i plan to do it doesnt mean i wont...? :uh:
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in other news... i got shat on by a timneh grey today, right on top of my shoe. and since i was wearing chucks the poo soaked right through and i got this wonderful warm and wet sensation on the top of my foot.

those things shit big too, especially the babies when they're still being handfed. :neutral:
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:lol: :lol: :lol:
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Post by Johnny »

sandsleeper wrote:in other news... i got shat on by a timneh grey today, right on top of my shoe. and since i was wearing chucks the poo soaked right through and i got this wonderful warm and wet sensation on the top of my foot.

those things shit big too, especially the babies when they're still being handfed. :neutral:


I know the feeling. Cept some bird took a raging shit onmy head,not my foot
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the culprit. :mad:
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Damn you, you stupid bird!! *shakes fist* :mad:
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Dammit, Kimmy. You need something identifiable! A sig! An avatar! Anything!
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lol i know the feeling of getting it on the head too. my senegal did that to me once while she was sitting up there.

well i didn't notice till it started dripping down my face. :uh:
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Axtech wrote:Dammit, Kimmy. You need something identifiable! A sig! An avatar! Anything!



:evil: i've become unremarkable, just like it says above my avatar that doesn't exist.

i'll put something up as soon as i create something.

edit: i do have a sig, it just takes some highlighting to see. :nod:
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Post by superboots »

jeff is bitchin' wrote:yeah whatever. total cry for attention. suicide is about the lamest thing ever. if you're stupid enough to go through with it, well, too bad so sad.


that is the most asshole-ish response i have ever heard out of you, jeff
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horrible.
just simply horrible.

you can talk about anything you want, Jillian :nod:
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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

hehe, thanks. it's nice to know not everyone feels the same way jeff does. i think one of the lamest things ever would be making fun of people who are suicidal. geez.
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no kidding you inconsiderate, heartless asses. she didnt ask for your opinion, and she didn't ask to be judged. just because you've obviously never been in her position (or too much of a wuss to admit it) doesn't mean you have any right to critisize her for what she's going through.

maybe she does want attention, but maybe for once we can stop focusing on you dumbasses and give it to someone who actually deserves it.

don't worry jill, there will always be people who care about you no matter what others say. :)
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OK, I have been in her position before, and I didn't do it. You know why? Becuase you're a fucking coward if you decide to kill yourself, that's why. If you think that living is so fucking bad and too much of a problem to put up with, then take your life, make your point, and you'll make a lot of people hate you. Those are tears of anger for a person that commits suicide, not sadness. People are pissed off that you'll take your own life. There are so many children that die in hospitals right after birth, and I am damn sure any of those parents that had to cope with never getting to take a child home would want their child to live. If you take your own life, then not only are you slapping your loved ones in the face, you're slapping everyone else in the face that can't have children due to birth defects and bad genes.

Take the advice I've been given about suicide. If you kill yourself, you're a coward that isn't willing to wait the extra month to see if things get better. So go ahead, feel bad about yourself for a couple days, then get over it, and if you do decide to kill yourself, you're insulting family, friends, teachers, and damn near anyone that has ever had to put up with someone close dying.
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By the way, it's not that I don't care about her, I mean, I would never want to let someone die, it's just that suicide is never an answer. There are so many people around to talk to, and you should go to them before deciding that death is the answer. Go ahead and think I am an insensitive dick, but I've dealt with suicidal people before, and they're still living.

You know, sometimes a harsh dose of reality is what is needed to make one realize that it's worth living. And instead of me sitting here and blowing sunshine up your ass and feeling sorry for you, it would be much better to make you realize how irrational it would be to commit suicide. People love you. People always will. You may not realize it now, but someone will always love you. Don't let something stupid be the deciding factor in whether you live or not.
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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

well then, guess what im not gonna do it. tonight that is, tomorrow i am leaving on a trip, so im at least waiting until thats over...i just wanna say that, dissing someone who already feels sorry enough for themself isnt gonna fucking help the problem.
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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

thirdhour wrote:no kidding you inconsiderate, heartless asses. she didnt ask for your opinion, and she didn't ask to be judged. just because you've obviously never been in her position (or too much of a wuss to admit it) doesn't mean you have any right to critisize her for what she's going through.

maybe she does want attention, but maybe for once we can stop focusing on you dumbasses and give it to someone who actually deserves it.

don't worry jill, there will always be people who care about you no matter what others say. :)


thanks yannic. :)
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We're not dissing you at all. I know I am trying to make you realize that you wanting to take your own life is irrational. Being born is precious. You are meant to live your life, and it's not planned out for you to take it yourself. There is something greater to find in your life rather than slitting your wrists.
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yeah i'm with alan here. when you kill yourself, you are stabbing anyone who has ever cared about you in the back. suicide is being an asshole. not the things i'm saying. i never said she can't talk to the people on this board. it's just that she randomly posted how she planned to kill herself but changed her mind then stated she wasn't looking for attention by saying it. jesus fuck. i wasn't making fun of her. and see she even admitted she was looking for attention. therefore making my comment completely correct. i've been depressed. the was a day once when i thought suicide was an option. but i knew i would never go through with it. you know what? i was immature, juvenile, selfish, and stupid back then. but i've learned. maybe some of you need to learn to. when someone kills a person that you love, that person has committed a horrible crime against you. when you kill yourself, you're doing the exact same thing affecting those who love you. think about it. you don't think you have a reason to live? look around and count the number of people that would bawl their fucking eyes out. there are you reasons.
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Post by its4am_isanybodyhome »

fuck, okay! i live now, although i do feel like a horrible person. :freak:
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