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hey as long as no one dies, i'm happy.

I'm terrified about send it out.

Cass wrote:It's true. The only time I had guys gravitate to me was when I didn't care. Since then I've been trying not to care. It hasn't worked yet though.

the fact that you are trying not to care purposely means that you really do care

so, you gotta stop caring even if that means you have to stop caring about not caring.

I know that. Which is why I have continued to fail.

so, you gotta stop caring even if that means you have to stop caring about not caring.

took me a couple reads to get that right!

not caring is the way to go.

New solution: I give up.

New solution: I give up.

never give up! just don't worry too much eh?

I was born a worrier. I really wish everyone in my wasn't. But it's ingrained now.

it's never too late to change.

it's kinda like school. i was all stressed about it in 1st, 2nd year. nearly failed my ass out. then 3rd and 4th year, i said "screw this, no worries". then i kicked some ass.

Of college or high school?

Yeah you're right. I've gotten better. Like past the point where I get hives over worrying. But whatever. This isn't about my worrying problems!

Cass wrote:New solution: I give up.

I think we're done. Wow, after everything, I can't believe it ended like this...

What!?

Gawd, the heart is confusing. I have gone through such a range of emotions recently that I don't even really want to think about it anymore.

*hugs*
Its okay Yannic.

Thanks man.

i have a new boyfriend. i was at a tea store... and i saw him...i looked up and i said...hello there....i noticed you like tea biscuits.

it's all history from there.

true story

*sings* Helloooooooo, is it tea you're looking fooooor?

maria's new boyfriend is soooo hot