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Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:23 pm
by beautiful liar
im drowning in homework and shame.
im losing it all. for what?
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:23 pm
by beautiful liar
watch me do nothing
and throw it all away.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:24 pm
by beautiful liar
the nights spent labouring until it was dawn.
the days engrossed in achieving...
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:25 pm
by beautiful liar
something. it would have been perfection
if i were someone else.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:25 pm
by beautiful liar
but it's never been enough for me.
and now, i sit and do nothing.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:26 pm
by beautiful liar
my world is on fire.
my hope is degrading.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:26 pm
by beautiful liar
my belief unfounded,
my accomplishments fading.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:27 pm
by beautiful liar
and all i am
is what i was.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:27 pm
by beautiful liar
and what i will be?
groping after futility.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:29 pm
by beautiful liar
i'm a junkie and a whore,
desensitized and screaming.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:29 pm
by beautiful liar
what is it for?
what is it for?
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:30 pm
by beautiful liar
i'm falling out of hearing,
an inch from disappearing.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:31 pm
by beautiful liar
and nothing worth having
is more than i can afford.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:31 pm
by beautiful liar
What's the problem?
Am I lost? Am I bored?
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:33 pm
by beautiful liar
Hollow with a whimper
I cringe from the reward
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:34 pm
by beautiful liar
Slipping into grey
not knowing what it's for,
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:35 pm
by beautiful liar
waiting for a hero
and knowing none is coming.
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:37 pm
by beautiful liar
Forever spent longing
in bloated agony
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:38 pm
by beautiful liar
for the ringing of the bell,
tolling of the knell,
Posted: 3/31/2005, 10:39 pm
by beautiful liar
summoning me somewhere,
else.
(Asking what, but never why)