The Dom, Claire, Rusty n' Emily Thread

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:23 pm

im drowning in homework and shame.

im losing it all. for what?

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:23 pm

watch me do nothing

and throw it all away.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:24 pm

the nights spent labouring until it was dawn.

the days engrossed in achieving...

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:25 pm

something. it would have been perfection

if i were someone else.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:25 pm

but it's never been enough for me.

and now, i sit and do nothing.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:26 pm

my world is on fire.

my hope is degrading.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:26 pm

my belief unfounded,

my accomplishments fading.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:27 pm

and all i am

is what i was.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:27 pm

and what i will be?

groping after futility.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:29 pm

i'm a junkie and a whore,

desensitized and screaming.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:29 pm

what is it for?

what is it for?

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:30 pm

i'm falling out of hearing,

an inch from disappearing.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:31 pm

and nothing worth having

is more than i can afford.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:31 pm

What's the problem?

Am I lost? Am I bored?

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:33 pm

Hollow with a whimper

I cringe from the reward

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:34 pm

Slipping into grey

not knowing what it's for,

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:35 pm

waiting for a hero

and knowing none is coming.

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:37 pm

Forever spent longing

in bloated agony

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:38 pm

for the ringing of the bell,

tolling of the knell,

beautiful liar · Post by **beautiful liar** » 3/31/2005, 10:39 pm

summoning me somewhere,
else.
(Asking what, but never why)