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I just did my calculus homework. I got 3 out of 12 questions right. And the only reason why i got 2 right, cause we did them in class together. So, i guess you can say i only got 1 right. :cry:

Now, i'm off to not understanding chemistry :cry:
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I am missing Alkaline Trio. I bet they're playing Clavicle or 97, and I should be up front singing my heart out, and I am at home. I fucking hate my life.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
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/\ Thats just...its not right...
What the hell is going on with your life Alan?

We can only hope something wonderful will happen soon. :mrgreen:
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^ I can tell you all the shit I am putting up with right now, but it would not really be worth getting into. When I start talking about my problems, I just don't stop. Bethany knows.

When shit happens to me, it takes a while before things start to get better. I usually have one good month, then three bad months. I had 4-5 good months when I knew/went out with Steph, so I am kinda worried how long this shit will last.
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i realized today that when i get a car and see one of those stupid people biking around on the FUCKING STREETS OF TORONTO, i am going to run one of them over. that'll teach 'em..... :evil:

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I got my shoes back :mrgreen: Turns out I had left them in one of the vans us debate people drove back from Calgary in. So, I found my CDs and I got my shoes!
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I just beat expert minesweeper in 128 seconds. 8O
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dude alan cant get a break...sorry man.

i have absolutley nothing else to say. :neutral:
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My head hurts from so much chem studying :cry:
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My parents are trying to talk me into seeing a psychiatrist and going on anti-depressants...
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happeninfish wrote:My parents are trying to talk me into seeing a psychiatrist and going on anti-depressants...


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happeninfish wrote:My parents are trying to talk me into seeing a psychiatrist and going on anti-depressants...


do it. talking to a psychiatrist never hurts. and he or she will decide if you should go on anti-depressants. you should be grateful that your parents care. my mom & dad spent my entire teenage years pretending that everything was peachy-keen in our household. :wtf: in truth, we ALL needed professional help.
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happeninfish wrote:My parents are trying to talk me into seeing a psychiatrist and going on anti-depressants...


go to the shrink, listen, talk, and sell the drugs to the local pot head. then you'll have money, money is good, you get the stuff you want and there you go, happy cause you got the stuff you wanted and you have money.

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is there a high demand for black market Zoloft? :lol:
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fluttergirl wrote:is there a high demand for black market Zoloft? :lol:

it's actually sold under another name as an anti-smoking pill.
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happeninfish wrote:My parents are trying to talk me into seeing a psychiatrist and going on anti-depressants...


If I were you, I'd go. Think of it as somebody to talk to, you know, tell your life story to. If my parents thought that I needed to see a psychiatrist, I'd go, frankly, because sometimes I just want to talk to someone about my fucked up life, somebody who's impartial. There are just somethings about myself that I don't feel comfortable sharing with a friend. Personal things that I only know about. I'd like to talk to somebody who knows that the things I go through in life are normal and can maybe explain my complex mind to me. ugh. I tend to overanalyze myself, so I'd personally like to know if some of the theories I've created to understand my complexities are actually true.
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*clumsyrific* wrote:so I'd personally like to know if some of the theories I've created to understand my complexities are actually true.



yes, yes they are.
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shut up. :mad:
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Post by One-Eye »

I've been to two therapists, they were both dumb as rocks and basically said, "What kind of meds do you want?"

They tell me all shrinks aren't like that, but I don't believe it.
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well, when I grow up and finish my schooling, I won't be like that. :neutral:

But, I won't be prescribing medication.
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