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Everyone always blames these things on siblings.

But, I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. Hope you changed your password.

Wait, so was dirtywalls Vito's brother, having no girl problem, or was Vito dirtywalls' brother, making fun of dirtywalls' girl problems?

We need a head exploding emoticon.

:explode:

I'll be heading to bannination control after I finish reading the board.

Banninated.

well then. i don't understand what just happened but i suppose it's over.

That person would have made a good nominee for the fleeger award.

Maybe, if s/he'd managed to keep it going more than a day :p

Quiet you!

Ok, yea, I'm just like reading through this for the first time, and I realized something... I have almost the exact same problems as many of the early posts in this thread, I have my close friends.. and other than them I don't feel like I fit in. Any parties or school dances or anything, I feel so out of place if I'm not around them. Like in classes where I don't know anybody, I'll just sit there and let everyone else talk, while if I'm in with a bunch of friends, I'm easily the most hyper active lunatic you'll ever see. That's one reason why I like my speech class this year, I feel so comfortable around everyone, and there's like 3 of my really close friends and like at least 5 other people that I talk to a lot that I would consider at least friends (although not really close). And there's only 14 of us in that class (including me), so that means there's only 5 people I don't really know, and I actually do know 3 of them, just not good enough to call them friends, which is amazing for any class. I know I'm starting to ramble, but I just could identify with so many of the posts I read earlier on this thread, it makes me feel a little more normal.

yeah, the cm support group thread often makes me feel less like the odd one out. because we're all slightly odd after all, and this is the thread to show it, and feel better about it knowing there are other people like you too. glad to hear that things are working out nicely for you this year

thanks

I feel so...destroyed right now.


You want to hear the truth, but at the same time, it's alot easier to pretend things never happened if you don't talk about them. Why does such bullshit happen to good people?


It's not fair. It's just not fair and I don't know what to do to help him.

Bullshit happens to good people cause this is life.
If life gives you lemons, don't be sour. Expand your recipe book, a recipe book that goes way beyond lemonade.

And it's unbelievably fucking cold here.

that doesnt sound too good

What's the matter?

It's something intensly personal that happened to someone very close to me. The problem is, it's such a big thing that *I* can barely handle it, and I can't talk to anyone else about it, and it's not fair to turn around to him and be like "This horrible thing happened to you, but can you help me deal with it?"


I don't think he's told me the whole truth yet, and I don't know if I should ask. I don't want to know, I really don't, but then again, what I'm imagining is so bad that anything less would be a relief. But what if I'm right? I'd rather just THINK something bad than know it's true.


People need to stop telling me their darkest secrets. I'm NOT a fucking good person for this shit and people don't seem to get it.


I wish I could talk to him, but he moved away, today. Jesus christ, maybe if I had known from the beginning, it wouldn't have been such a big deal, but then again, things would have been different between us. Oh my god I don't know what to think.

*hug*