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my cd is over. now i'm lonely

beautiful liar wrote:i want to know everything. i want to be everywhere. i want to fuck everyone in the world.

i want to do something that matters.

dont be greedy, you can have the men
and i'll have the women, except for the gruesome ones

fair enough.

im glad we could work this deal out in a civilized way

me too.

if i said i'm sorry would it ever be enough?
an echo of the regret i don't feel.
the fact of an apology
is more than enough
to signal that i belong
to a more fleeting kind of face.
an insolant grace
resides in a snippet
of wisdom.
i feel pale,
the colour has leeched out of even my eyes
and i am trapped in a world of everlasting
hues
of
nothingness.

forgiveness i beg,
but shall never recieve.

a funeral for my sins;
a widow left to bereave
a funeral for my guilt;
that has never quite died
a funeral for myself
if only i had lied.

an insolent, prideful goodbye.

i speak in verses, prophesies and curses. i hate my life.

i speak in english

kewl!

Hi Claire. I like your name. And your avatar. They are truly awesome. And *hug* since you sound sad. Um that's about all I really have to say here....*wanders away*

thanks rusty. i am pretty sad lately. and i'm glad you like.

i hate sad people
becuase im one of them

and i hate eveyrhtiing
GOD i must sound so emo

thanks for hating me.

it's okay. everyone has their 'emo' moments.

bahhhh
sorry clairey
i dont hate you

i didn't think so. have a hug dude. *hug*

i can't believe how mellow i am tonight. especially after last night.

i'm not happy...just....resigned i guess. which is enough for now.

your avatar says ThIs Is Pain

i like it

shitfuck and arghcrap.

thank you.

beautiful liar wrote:thanks rusty. i am pretty sad lately. and i'm glad you like.

I'm sorry being sad is never fun? Want to talk about it at all?

no. thanks.

Ok.