Open your eyes to nights and days, you close them up and float away and somehow inbetween you've got to master lying to yourself you back the cause, get out of school, you get a job, the job gets you and somehow every day you end up serving somebody else now if that ain't panic that you're feeling, then you damn well better start you can drive it into that head of yours with the hammer in your heart.
And it's alriiiiiiiight now, take the world and make it yours again.
on the one hand, i won't have the priviledges of living alone anymore. bye bye freedom to call anyone i want, go anywhere i want, dress however i want, eat whatever and when i want, and so forth.
on the other hand, helllloo civilization! malls and friends and movies. i can't wait to wander around at the mall and chapters and timemasters with my brother and have poutine and play video games and see the girls again
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
When I moved, people laughed at me cuz I was so happy in my new town. It didn't qualify as a big city or anything, but it had a Walmart, a movie theatre, more than 2 grocery stores, a bowling alley, 2 bars, and 1 club.
That was a step up for me
<I><B>"I know this sounds corny, and I might be a little bit drunk, but honest to god, thank you everybody"</B></I>
urgh it was painful living in a small town. Every person knew everyone else's business. If I was anywhere in town my parents knew where I was, what I was doing and who I was with. On top of that I had a trouble-maker brother who everyone knew was bad news, and it was assumed that my sister and I were just like him... it was awful.
<I><B>"I know this sounds corny, and I might be a little bit drunk, but honest to god, thank you everybody"</B></I>
Kathy14 wrote:urgh it was painful living in a small town. Every person knew everyone else's business. If I was anywhere in town my parents knew where I was, what I was doing and who I was with. On top of that I had a trouble-maker brother who everyone knew was bad news, and it was assumed that my sister and I were just like him... it was awful.
Kathy - get on AIM - I have the new Fiona CD all ripped for you
~*Megan*~
"Wow, nice to meet you. Nine years huh? That's a really long time. Are you going to stab me or something? Because if you are, can we get it over with?" ~Jer
You are never stronger than when you land on the other side of despair. ~Zadie Smith, White Teeth
i live in a small town. we have...really nothing here. but nobody knows everybody else's business, really. we have cows though.
-Jillian member of the pokémon league i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away if i don't make it know that i've loved you all along when you are with me i'm free that hazy moon will be ash in the wind real soon