Jeni wrote:Jeff, you're the prize for all the ladies. Every thread I look at they are over you!
but i don't want all of the ladies. i only want you.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
Not unless it was over a year ago. I have one of me and Raine from atlanta last July that I *might* have posted here. Anyway, i dont look the same. I've lost 20 pounds and changed my hair color to natural. :/
And you are not the first person that has told me I look like that MM VJ Amanda. Though, I dont know if I have ever seen her since they took my MM away and gave me some MMUSA now some FUSE crap.
You have the same nose and facial structure as that lady.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
we are the brand new beatniks. we are the down and outers.
we are the bleeding hearts, beating syncopated, broken rhythm.
our speed is often break neck. we need to slow it down.
tired of being sleepless. tired of being broken.
I've lost 20 pounds and changed my hair color to natural
If you don't mind my asking, how?
Changed my eating habits, as in more fresh fruit and veggies, less fatty food amounts, and exercise. I also take phentermine (my doctor gave it to me) It really helped me in the beginning and now I just take it ever so often to curve cravings. Im pretty much doing it all on my own now. I only had to take the pills for 2 months (on and off) to break my old habits and start a new lifestyle. I went from a medium/large shirt to a size small and in pants to a size 12 to a sometimes a 6 but generally an 8.
I am kinda tall for a girl, I think. I am 5'9, so I just lost alot of fat that I had gathered over 5 years. It just kept coming on and wouldnt come off. But yeah, i had to reallllly focus to lose it. Thank you!