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i am the lover in your bed (and i control you)

i am the sex that you provide (and i control you)

i am the hate you try to hide (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go.
i give you all you need to know.
i drag you down, i use you up.
mr. self destruct

i speak religion's message clear (and i control you)
i am denial guilt and fear (and i control you)
i am the prayers of the naive (and i control you)
i am the lie that you believe (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go.
i give you all you need to know.
i drag you down i use you up.
mr self destruct

i am the needle in your vein (and i control you)
i am the high you can't sustain (and i control you)
i am the pusher i'm a whore (and i control you)
i am the need in you for more (and i control you)

i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am the silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)

i take you where you want to go.
i give you all you need to know.
i drag you down i use you up.
mr self destruct.

mmm. nin

the pain between my eyes
is a heavy loaded pain.

it sinks down deep and spreads outwards,
like smoke billowing into a small room.

cool glass against my skull
threatens to engulf me,
draw me in
and spit me out
to fall to the asphalt below.

cool glass against my skin
presses down with
ugly relief
and careful construction,
drawing the teabag from the brew.

beware the careful plan,
the mutually assured destruction;
i am the nuclear warhead
and i can feel the impending detonation.

can you hear the coming thunder in your bones?

*enters thread again*

.....

i'm sure you're thinking twice now before you click in again

so my bus got hit by a car today. so it took an extra hour to get home. half of which was waking. whee.

oh...and no one said anything about the poem i wrote or the songs i sang

*rises in standing ovation*

methinks me gonna post that hobo piece on the cc, should i?

hmm...or even here...?

baby_dracula wrote:so my bus got hit by a car today. so it took an extra hour to get home. half of which was waking. whee.

oh...and no one said anything about the poem i wrote or the songs i sang

Are you alright? Also your songs and poem are most amazing.

thankee

and no one was hurt.

Thats good to hear, and you are most welcome *bows*

what songs? ??? *wants to see*

i HATE when busses are late. which is like, every time i take the bus.