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New ones. I am thinking of getting her "The Clash - Greatest Hits" "Nevermind the Bollocks, Here's the Sex Pistols" and either something by The Misfits or The Ramones.

hmm you must like the said girl a lot? i think the tickets would do fine.

this is for lauren, alan?
or someone else?

I need a meaningless fling is what I need.

no you don't!

joe_canadian wrote:I need a meaningless fling is what I need.

flings are never meaningless

true, I just need get rid of every single little feeling of affection I have for this girl if I am to have any hope.

i don't understand what she doesn't see in you, josh

you seem like a nice, funny, romantic, sensitive and attractive guy
she is a moron for not falling for you and obviously not worth your time

if my headphone were broken i would cry. I forgot to bring my cd player to school one day last week and i was completely out of it by third. i need at least a couple songs between periods once in a while to keep me going. if i get said songs then kinda like school.

Bethany, yes, it's Lauren. What other ex girlfriend would I buy things for? Stephanie?

this is true, this is true

that's too much stuff to buy for lauren
in my opinion

megxyz128 wrote:ugh, at my school cd players are against the rules, or any type of electronic device. and we only have 5 minutes between classes, so listening to them anyway would be impossible.

yep. same here. except they got against-the-rule-ified just this year, so none of my teachers really care. Five minutes is all we have too, but thats enough to give me some energy, plus i leave it on for the first five minutes of my classes before we start if there's no one to talk to, and during seatwork.

Agh!

One last venting required, though I'm definitely going to be staying up late as hell on the CM.

See, this is just plain ridiculous! I'm not even depressed right now because I'm just dumbstruck by this situation. We've been pretty well dating for months now, just last week we were just short holding each other and last thursday she wrote a letter saying she missed me. We were fine yesterday, and the day before. Sure the call I made last night was lame as hell, but I was honest and said that I wanted to see more of her, which was hardly shocking.

So what the hell happened? At absolute worst, she was unimpressed by how I went about things. Most bloody likely, this is not a personal thing, and she's just not comfortable in a relationship at all. And we've had bad spots before, followed by some of the best times I've had with anyone in my life. So why should I even care? By next week, things could've changed, if they so easily changed to this bizarre set up.

*Josh applies chaos theory to adolescent relationships, and it feels so good.*








...I am insane!

guess what i just got in the mail? i just got my "we regret to inform you, but we did not accept you into our university because you are too god damn stupid" rejection letters from queen's and u of t st. george.

if it wasn't for the fucking double cohort, i would have gotten in. sigh. oh well.

Double Cohort?

oac's (grade 13's) and grade 12's all graduating the same year.

One time I ran across a street.
True story.

oh really
i ran across a street today!
like twice!
maybe three times!!!!!!

on another note

i called the stupid theatre today and they STILL don't know if they want to hire me!!!
GRRRRR
i mean, come on!
it's a theatre!
it doesn't require much expertise!!!
what are they deciding?!?!?
who would do a better job at popping popcorn?
GRRR
STUPID ECONOMY!
STUPID PRESIDENT
grrrrrrr

ok i'm done now