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Rusty wrote:That's awesome about the white stripes! Cool stuff about the ferrets, well not the evilness but you know. Why are you lonley? I thought you were engaged? I must see a pic of your hair, it sounds nice.

ehhhhh. It's hard to explain. I guess you could say he wants to take a break without breaking up at all because he is Borderline and is mean to everyone right now, and doesnt want to hurt my feelings by hanging around me and being a dick, (which he had been before) but its been a f*cking long time since much of anything has happened, and I am starting to not feel as much anymore *for him* and thats baaaaaaaaaaaddd..... in terms of our relationship. I actually know that it is my unconscious way of dealing with things now... I've been blocking it out, but once he shows up here again im gonna be all like *cries* I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!

We still keep in touch every day but it's like I cant talk to him about stuff cuz i know he's a fucking grouch and shit.

Trust me, everyone I know hates him already, but they've never met him. Those who have met him do love him though. Its just hard because everyones all like you should just dump him!

But... I seriously have never met anyone like him before... and to be honest, I just feel calm, not angry or upset so much, just kind of annoyed at the most about the situation.

Like I know its all gonna work out. I just have to wait for him.

So... I guess I could have saved you all the trouble of reading this by just saying "im waiting for him".

HAHA! Made you read it all!

I met OLP today. I am so happy.

lucky.

Pyramanica_Naveedess wrote:

Rusty wrote:That's awesome about the white stripes! Cool stuff about the ferrets, well not the evilness but you know. Why are you lonley? I thought you were engaged? I must see a pic of your hair, it sounds nice.

ehhhhh. It's hard to explain. I guess you could say he wants to take a break without breaking up at all because he is Borderline and is mean to everyone right now, and doesnt want to hurt my feelings by hanging around me and being a dick, (which he had been before) but its been a f*cking long time since much of anything has happened, and I am starting to not feel as much anymore *for him* and thats baaaaaaaaaaaddd..... in terms of our relationship. I actually know that it is my unconscious way of dealing with things now... I've been blocking it out, but once he shows up here again im gonna be all like *cries* I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!

We still keep in touch every day but it's like I cant talk to him about stuff cuz i know he's a fucking grouch and shit.

Trust me, everyone I know hates him already, but they've never met him. Those who have met him do love him though. Its just hard because everyones all like you should just dump him!

But... I seriously have never met anyone like him before... and to be honest, I just feel calm, not angry or upset so much, just kind of annoyed at the most about the situation.

Like I know its all gonna work out. I just have to wait for him.

So... I guess I could have saved you all the trouble of reading this by just saying "im waiting for him".

HAHA! Made you read it all!

Well that sucks about him I'm sorry. I hope it works out quickly for you. I'm always so rushed when I respond to you. I apoligize for that.

My best friends all went out for pizza and dessert tonight without me - didn't bother to invite me or anything - and one claimed she couldn't hang out tonight b/c she had to do a timed test, but has actually been in my other friend's room talking to her about the fun things they did tonight for the last 2+ hours. I know that because she lives next door so I can hear them. I'm so pissed. And hurt.

it's 5 am.

i'm exhausted, but i can't sleep.

my tummy hurts really bad.

and im thinking of cutting my hair.

and now all i can say is....oh dear.

hmm. giving yourself a mohawk with a lady bic, and no way to see the back of your head is ....difficult.

Oh my.

So, ad set SUCKS. Seriously. If sales signs are wrong in stores, don't complain. That is the most mind numbing job ever. I need my free iPod. Right now. The music they play's alright, but I need fantastic music to make the task of setting ads even remotely not-monotonous.

AnnieDreams wrote:

dream in japanese wrote:

Waiting to Exist wrote:Nikki=coolio.

for serious?

she's Ricky Martin and Coolio?!

Now that's multitasking.

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I SHAKE MY BON BON!!!

Cass wrote:I met OLP today. I am so happy.

Yay Cass!!!!!! Didja get pictures or anything?

my head is bleeding.

and nikki, i understand what that's like....that was part of my job at zellers.

For 8 hours straight? I thought my brain was gonna melt out of my ears.

ad setting, no.

but i worked in the fitting rooms for 10 hours one day...and fitting rooms = torture on the same plane.

My toaster broke and I have no way to make toast and I need toast.
and also
I washed my ipod in the washing machine.
.

closeyoureyes wrote:I washed my ipod in the washing machine.
.

That really can't be good.

I have a ticket to go see Pearl Jam tonight, and I've been talking about going to this concert forever. But now I realize that I have a midterm tomorrow and a midterm on wednesday. I also have a terrible headache and a hangover and I'm sort of debating whether or not to go. I'm not going to the concert with anyone I know. If I was going with my friends I would suck it up and go with them, but its just me.
So I don't know whether or not I should go to a concert that I don't really want to go to.

Random Name wrote:I have a ticket to go see Pearl Jam tonight, and I've been talking about going to this concert forever. But now I realize that I have a midterm tomorrow and a midterm on wednesday. I also have a terrible headache and a hangover and I'm sort of debating whether or not to go. I'm not going to the concert with anyone I know. If I was going with my friends I would suck it up and go with them, but its just me.
So I don't know whether or not I should go to a concert that I don't really want to go to.

Trust me, seeing Pearl Jam makes the world seem right again.

especially if you fail your midterms because you went to the concert

you can decide for yourself whether that's a good thing or a bad thing

jesus fucking christ, it's godamn hot here. 110 yesterday (and that's without heat index), and i'm sure we'll be comming close to that today as well.

yesterday i went to mexico, and bought Amaretto (Disorono) and Vodka (Absolut) for cheep.

beautiful liar wrote:my head is bleeding.

and nikki, i understand what that's like....that was part of my job at zellers.

Why is your head bleeding?

I sure did get pictures! Except I was so excited I totally forgot about Joel...he was standing right there too. And I didn't ask for one with Jer. Not because I didn't want one, but because I am a retard. I'll post them when I get home so I can upload them. When we got it with Raine my friend Millie went up to him and I went right up next to him and bumped her out of the way! I feel sorta bad, but she doesn't care because she doesn't like OLP. But Raine was probably like, wow you're a little whore Well I don't know if "little"is the word, he's hardly any taller than I.