Rusty wrote:That's awesome about the white stripes! Cool stuff about the ferrets, well not the evilness but you know. Why are you lonley? I thought you were engaged? I must see a pic of your hair, it sounds nice.
ehhhhh. It's hard to explain. I guess you could say he wants to take a break without breaking up at all because he is Borderline and is mean to everyone right now, and doesnt want to hurt my feelings by hanging around me and being a dick, (which he had been before) but its been a f*cking long time since much of anything has happened, and I am starting to not feel as much anymore *for him* and thats baaaaaaaaaaaddd..... in terms of our relationship. I actually know that it is my unconscious way of dealing with things now... I've been blocking it out, but once he shows up here again im gonna be all like *cries* I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!
We still keep in touch every day but it's like I cant talk to him about stuff cuz i know he's a fucking grouch and shit.
Trust me, everyone I know hates him already, but they've never met him. Those who have met him do love him though. Its just hard because everyones all like you should just dump him!
But... I seriously have never met anyone like him before... and to be honest, I just feel calm, not angry or upset so much, just kind of annoyed at the most about the situation.
Like I know its all gonna work out. I just have to wait for him.
So... I guess I could have saved you all the trouble of reading this by just saying "im waiting for him".
HAHA! Made you read it all!