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finding emo
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that's how i felt all this week
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And he can't understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends, his mother whispers quietly... heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
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And he can't understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends, his mother whispers quietly... heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
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Alright, I need to rant.
So my parents are incompetient morons.
My step-mother hacks into my computer and finds my blog (though I have to say that using the word "hacking" is giving her far too much credit). So she likely read any important entries because I doubt she had the time to read all one hundred of them. So she shows my Dad this who also reads my important entries. Then he decided to get a conscience and feel guilty, and so you know what he does? Asks my sister for parenting advice on what he should do. ack. They are all so moronic that its amazing. Being the masters of deciete as they are, they assumed I had no idea what was going on....which was an obvious mistake. So now my blog is dead (which I don't really mind) but their immaturity about everything is really getting to me. Its not so much that they intentionally violated my privacy and read my blog its that they went around me for so long and even asked my sister who has nothing to do with this for advice! I can't stand all that bull shit. I am at my Moms house now (who respects my privacy at least) and I do want to go out to my Dads. I mean, I need to escape from each house every once in a while cause my mom and I start to grate on each others nerves. But I don't know if I want to even go out to Dads. I can't stand being out there, and its not like my Dad and I really bond when I do go out but still...there are things I need to do and I don't know if its really fair to punish my Dad for his stupidity. I am so frustrated with the whole situation that I am going to end up doing nothing and acting like nothing ever happened. Which will of course make the whole thing go away.
sigh.
So my parents are incompetient morons.
My step-mother hacks into my computer and finds my blog (though I have to say that using the word "hacking" is giving her far too much credit). So she likely read any important entries because I doubt she had the time to read all one hundred of them. So she shows my Dad this who also reads my important entries. Then he decided to get a conscience and feel guilty, and so you know what he does? Asks my sister for parenting advice on what he should do. ack. They are all so moronic that its amazing. Being the masters of deciete as they are, they assumed I had no idea what was going on....which was an obvious mistake. So now my blog is dead (which I don't really mind) but their immaturity about everything is really getting to me. Its not so much that they intentionally violated my privacy and read my blog its that they went around me for so long and even asked my sister who has nothing to do with this for advice! I can't stand all that bull shit. I am at my Moms house now (who respects my privacy at least) and I do want to go out to my Dads. I mean, I need to escape from each house every once in a while cause my mom and I start to grate on each others nerves. But I don't know if I want to even go out to Dads. I can't stand being out there, and its not like my Dad and I really bond when I do go out but still...there are things I need to do and I don't know if its really fair to punish my Dad for his stupidity. I am so frustrated with the whole situation that I am going to end up doing nothing and acting like nothing ever happened. Which will of course make the whole thing go away.
sigh.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
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Random Name
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because thats pretty much all I talked about.
I would bitch about stupid things and occasionally talk about my family and how they were a bunch of blind jackasses.
they decided to read the blind jackasses posts
I would bitch about stupid things and occasionally talk about my family and how they were a bunch of blind jackasses.
they decided to read the blind jackasses posts
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
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Henrietta
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thirdhour wrote::lol:
Somehow I'm thinkin this whole ordeal didn't really affect the way you view them.
"Jeez, our daughter thinks we do stupid stuff, so lets go do the most stupid thing possible to try and earn back her support"
I was thinking more along the lines of "do an untrustworthy thing then try to gain trust because you did it" sorta thing.
all pretty close though.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
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trentm32
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Cass wrote:I think I may be the only one gets along wonderfully with her parents and tells them everything...?
I'd have to reply with a resounding YEAH! on that one.
"When looking up there, I just felt whole, like I belonged. Like one day I too would shine my most brilliant. Sitting there also made me think about sitting through services at my little country church back home. About that never-changing congregation of the same sixty-seven people and everyone has known you since before you were born. Now, out here in the real world, everything just seemed more vivid than when I used to sit in that little pew. That pew that was now so, so far away from where I was. I feared I had somehow left God behind there, too. I feared he was somehow just sitting there, saving my seat on the fifth pew from the front row, just waiting on me to come back. I left so quickly, I worried that he may not have noticed I was gone. And, now, I’m just too far away to find. So he’s just sitting there, patiently waiting on me to come back. I closed my eyes and prayed a moment. I hoped more than anything that he could still hear me." -an excerpt from my novella, A Sea of Fallen Leaves.
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met a guy, fell for him. *apparently* he likes me too
met him twice
he's going back to calgary on monday.
to call or not to call?
i really like him
met him twice
he's going back to calgary on monday.
to call or not to call?
i really like him
you have to, you just have to trust me
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
write first, then ocasionally call, and then visit once or twice. then...boom! marrage,
well that's the way it worked for..........no one i know
well that's the way it worked for..........no one i know
Whenever death may surprise us,
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
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xoNoDoubt69
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If you are implying to call before he leaves, I say go for it. Its a nice obvious stepping stone if you want to continue a possible relationship and if not you can always just say "well I've have a good time, hope you have too. hope we can keep in touch" blah blah blah...except don't say you'll miss him, cause thats clingy. but yeah, go ahead and talk to him before he leaves or contact him onces hes calgary.
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
^ Judas
Whenever death may surprise us,
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
k well i didnt call him. i knew i'd wuss out.
but i found out he liked me. wow what great timing! soon he'll be all the way across the country
but i found out he liked me. wow what great timing! soon he'll be all the way across the country
you have to, you just have to trust me
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
whoever i was then i can't ever be again
the faith you've found i've never felt
the terror held in wedding bells
the comfort in "there's no one else"
the truth be told, i'm never going to know
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