I miss Joan od Arcadia and I disagree with Grey's Anatomy getting lame. although I have no idea what happened in the season finale cos my mother DELETED it before I got to watch it which makes me very sad.
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
Fuck. I can't seem to organize my time as well I use to. I have too much to do, in too little time! I have a persuasive essay to write, due monday. I'd write it today, but I made plans to go out for dinner with friends, later tonight. I couldn't write it earlier, because I had work. I couldnt write it in between work and dinner, because I was still thinking up of a topic for my persuasive essay (which I just decieded, will be about same-sex marriges). I'm going to have to write it tomorrow. Oh but wait! I have to work again! and then after that, I have a driving lesson! Okay, well then i'll just have to squeeze in some time after my driving lesson, right? FUCK NO! because I also have to write a speech for the same english class the persuasive essay is for! The speech and the essay has to be about two entirely different subjects. Fuck. Well, I've decided my speech is going to be about the history of Vampires (snoore-fest, but I seem to know alot about it so I can BS stuff if I speak too fast and stuff) The speech is to be presented on Tuesday. On Monday, to add to that stress, I have a road test which i am sooo nervous about, since I already failed it once before. If I fail again, I would be sooo fucking dissapointed. Anyways.. stressOVERLOADfuck.
Btw, I like complaining on this FUCK thread better than the "today sucked because" thread. Fuck.