I no longer talk to him,..I feel it is best this way. I did see him when I was visiting my other brother a few weeks ago. First time I spoke or saw him in 8 years. I did it to keep peace in the family and to meet the new wife( he got married last year) My other brothers and sister went to the wedding. I didn't..
I am the youngest of 5 and there is a lot of years between me and my brothers/sister.. We are all adults now and I choose not to have him be part of my life.. I talk to the others on occassion.
you don't always get along with your *blood* family..
I feel love, I feel a power. It comes to me in the darkest hour. And I want to feel it again Teach the young people how to think, not what to think-Sidney Sugarman
<table><tr><td>~ Nikki Edwards
Queen of the Harpies <img src="../phpBB2/files/queen_of_harpies.gif" align="texttop"></td><td><font color="orange">President of the Pookie Brigade</font> "If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
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<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>
<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>
nikki4982 wrote:"Page 80 of 79" <-- THAT annoys me.
That reminds me of the Guns N'Roses packaging for November Rain video.. It said part IV of a trilogy
I feel love, I feel a power. It comes to me in the darkest hour. And I want to feel it again Teach the young people how to think, not what to think-Sidney Sugarman
Dude... of course it's that much. Stores that carry it know what it's worth.
<table><tr><td>~ Nikki Edwards
Queen of the Harpies <img src="../phpBB2/files/queen_of_harpies.gif" align="texttop"></td><td><font color="orange">President of the Pookie Brigade</font> "If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
<center><img src="../phpBB2/files/squiggle.gif">
<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>
<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>
My friends with real jobs( I work civil service ) have off till Tuesday.. They are going to BBQ's, Picnics, Cookouts and the beach.
I feel love, I feel a power. It comes to me in the darkest hour. And I want to feel it again Teach the young people how to think, not what to think-Sidney Sugarman
superrgirll wrote:my ex did that alllllll the time. i wanted to murder him.
I have that effect on people a lot. It's not that I mean too, it's just that I get nervous and can't think of anything and don't want to sound stupid, or say something really stupid.
Queens Of The Stone Age-Someone's In The Wolf Once you're lost in twillights's blue
You don't find your way, the way finds you...
Tempt the fates, beware the smile
It hides all the teeth, my dear,
What's behind them...
So glad you could stay
Forever
He steps between the trees, a crooked man
There's blood on the blade
Don't take his hand
You warm by the firelight, in twilight's blue
Shadows creep & dance the walls
He's creeping too..
superrgirll wrote:when you ask someone a question, and they answer "whatever you want". grrrrr, if i wanted to go with my own opinion, i woudln't have asked you.
i do that so much its not funny
mainly cuz i have a) no opinion and dont care most of the time
and b) cause when i do make a decision it turns out to be a wrong one and no one enjoys it, cept usually me but because no one else did i end up not enjoying either
i hate it when i go shoe shopping, and every pair of shoes that fit me are either ugly as fuck, or incredibly expensive (i'm saying upwards of $120 bucks here. ugh.).
"if the nuremberg trials were applied to us foreign policy, every us president since 1945 would have been hanged." noam chomsky.
...and this is me hanging on / i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine / anxiety chokes me like razor wire / if hate's in your heart man, you'll take what you're given / wake up / i'm not the only one / it's never goodbye / go ahead and play dead / if everyone's a casualty, then take your time, there ain't no trouble / these wounds they will not heal / ambition can be a tricky thing / what the hell do i know about rape anyway? / this is not what i hoped for / ain't it so weird how it makes you a weapon / who will be there to tell me how stupid i am? / those living for death will die by their own hand / and it's me that I am spying on / pick up the pieces and live with the stars / hurry up and wait / things have never been so swell / they're always the ones who slowly drift / be great / ...and this is my world.
I'm very indescive.
