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Yes but people dont consciously over eat so they can hurt themselves. Theres a huge difference between taking a knife to yourself and having a bad diet.

Cass wrote:I hate pain. Emotional pain is enough, why do people inflict physical pain on themselves too? .

From a book I'm reading now from 1998, 1,400 out of every 100,000 people in the US have done some sort of self-injury, but the numbers are growing.

Sometimes people do it as a way to try and block out their emotional pain. Some think that they "deserve" it so it's a way of punishing themselves. It may be to feel somewhat in control. The blood may comfort them...they may feel as if it's the only thing there for them. A high amount of people with eating disorders also self-injure. Sorry for writing a lot...I just felt as if I had to try and explain. *shrugs*

my friend margot just arrived. we are currently listening to some Brand New, while playing with my digital camera

people who self injure don't necessarily have a low self opinion of themselves or have low self esteem .. i know that has nothing to do with why i've done it .. it's a release, it has nothing to do with how i feel about myself .. it's not a healthy way of dealing with your feelings but it's a way that works .. i'd rather take my frustrations and pain out on myself rather then out on someone else .. at least that's how i look at it.

Sometimes I think that I have just gotten used to emotional pain, so it doesn't effect me as hard; I'm almost numb. That, and physical pain scares the shit out of me.

It's a sad, sad situation. Alan, and everyone else who is going through something like that, we are all here for you.

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ugh something is wrong with my stomach.

and i am so fucking bored i am losing my mind.

...........must go back to school...........

Soozy wrote:

Blister wrote:Sooz.....you ok? What's happened?

Someone drove into the back of us while we were stopped at a mini roundabout on the way back from seeing the White Stripes. I think my friend's making me go to the hospital tomorrow, but I'll be ok in spite of ...

Did you go? Hope you're OK

I finished all my exams yesterday wooooo! I just have my sociology coursework to do now :s But it feels SO good to not have to be revising

I blew off two people named Brittany tonight.

Off to watch The Cutting Edge baby.

Ran two blocks with my friend to get to her car faster because it was so cold outside. now I'm coughing every time I breathe in....

I love how someone actually compared cutting one's wrist to a bad diet. Obviously that makes sense. Fucking retard.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! WAHOOOOOOOO!

Happy Birthday!

Why do people insist on dancing at a bowling alley?! It's not a freaking club! It's a bowling alley!

My feet are cold

Damnit, I hate being a fucking retard.

True Crime shooting out gas tanks makes you feel powerful

It's fucking 8:45am and I am up. Stupid job.

What the fruck? It just started piss pouring the snow here. I don't understand.

God had to pee. It's cold, so, on the way down, His pee changed form into snow.

So, when you catch a snowflake on your tongue, it's really a pee drop.

The important lesson that we have learned this Sunday morning: Don't eat the yellow snow.