The CM Dream Journal

reza · Post by **reza** » 3/19/2005, 4:56 pm

I can force myself to have a lucid dream. I don't dream everynight (well I don't remember them) but when I do have a dream, I'm conscious throughout it. It's just something I was born with.

its4am_isanybodyhome · Post by **its4am_isanybodyhome** » 3/19/2005, 5:17 pm

last night i had a really weird dream. it had one of my teachers from grade 7 and 8 who didn't like me. and she was fixing my hair or something, at school. and then i was inside school and there was my locker...and lots of people running around...and a lot of people there who don't actually go to my school. and...okay i don't remember too much of it.

Pyramanica_Naveedess · Post by **Pyramanica_Naveedess** » 3/19/2005, 5:21 pm

Interesting, Rez

I had another bad dream last night.... Chris was in it *exbf and best friend still... its so emo it'd make u sick LOL*

It actually started out promisingly amusing

I was watching a play to support the drama department at my old high school except it was like a major arena :lol:

and my ex friend Amy was there, and my bud Jenni was there too, amy and i kept fighting, because kurt cobain was in the front row and he had dyed his hair, and i tried to kiss him but then started to laugh, and amy got really jealous and freaked out and ran away, jenni was just in awe cuz kurt was there. It was Weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiird man. he had orangey ish hair. Kurt cobain in a dream for me is a first. haha. anyway, somehow i ended up in part two of the dream...

I was riding the school bus out to my dads house... in the summer, and there were some guys that i went to school with being jerks or something, and one of them made a comment about a girl that needed to get past in the aisle and she rubbed against him like his arm or something? and he was like *insert stupid sexual comment here* and then i got angry and did the same to him like revenge or something *that doesnt make sense but thats what i did in the dream* and i made some smartass comment like OH WOOPS IM SORRY boohoo ... :lol:

and then i sat back down, and as i was about ready to get off the bus to my dads house my ex bf was onthe bus and he wouldnt talk to me, i started getting upset and saying "Whats the big deal? He was an asshole, i didnt know you could see me anyway." So chris gets upset but agrees to talk to me more at my dads house, so he gets out of the car and someone picks him up on the side of the road while we're walking, and i start running and running and running, i cant catch up to him *the car*.... and then i gave up, ran to my dads house, and i was looking at rooms, they seemed like they were from different dreams that i had before, *creepy* and they had all this old stuff from when i was a kid, super messy, books stuffed animals pictures my old violin etc...... they werent rooms id ever actually seen in real life though, but anyway, i walked into this library ish room and i kept yelling for chris, and for my dad too, and noone woudl answer,

I opened this huge door, it looked like a barn door, and there was a huge fuckin spider underneath it, i screamed HOLY FUCK! :lol:

@myself ,.. slammed the door trying to squish it, didnt succeed, then i, of course, FELL DOWN, and lost track of where the spider was. im talking very big spider, sept it wasnt the hairy ones, it looked like a garden spider *gets chills just from thinking about it*... and i remember inteh dream rolling around just screaming my face off, lol then i stood up and was still scared, screaming for my dad or chris, then I started waking up, i heard the telephone *in real life and in my dream* and then in my dream, i found my dad;s room and he was onthe telephone with somebody. He told me to clean my room, and not worry about stupid spiders... then i woke up.

I used to analyze my dreams all the time, and apparently im having some insecurity issues, especially with male figures (dad, ex bf)... afraid of being alone.... hmm. and im just arachnophobic anyway so that makes sense on its own.

afealicious · Post by **afealicious** » 3/19/2005, 8:07 pm

a lot of the time dreams i have turn out to be almost exact replicas of something that happens to me later on. so i often have these really shocking cases of deja-vu.

not that in the future, i'll turn into a bat or anything and start flying around like i'd mentioned before... but it's still pretty creepy because it happens so much.

Post by **saman** » 3/19/2005, 8:10 pm

i have that a lot too. except most of the time i don't remember my dreams, so when i have deja-vu i'm not sure whether what's happening has actually happened before or whether i dreamed about it.

xoNoDoubt69 · Post by **xoNoDoubt69** » 3/19/2005, 11:03 pm

i have deja-vu alot. it creeps me out so bad.

Johnny · Post by **Johnny** » 3/19/2005, 11:08 pm

Last night I dreamt I owned the CM. I remember I bought it from NaMatt. I then proceded to bake it into a pie.

:freak:

reza · Post by **reza** » 3/19/2005, 11:10 pm

that's...normal

Pyramanica_Naveedess · Post by **Pyramanica_Naveedess** » 3/19/2005, 11:10 pm

happening fish · Post by **happening fish** » 3/19/2005, 11:25 pm

I haven't been dreaming lately.
Too much going on in my head I think.
Or. You know. The booze.

Johnny · Post by **Johnny** » 3/19/2005, 11:27 pm

I dunno whats wrong, but for the past few months, I've been having one too many naughty dreams. I guess theres nothing wrong with that.

happening fish · Post by **happening fish** » 3/19/2005, 11:28 pm

Spring is coming

reza · Post by **reza** » 3/19/2005, 11:31 pm

it's normal

Johnny · Post by **Johnny** » 3/20/2005, 12:08 am

happeningfish wrote:Spring is coming

I don't get it. :Johnathan:

What does that have to do with anything?

happening fish · Post by **happening fish** » 3/20/2005, 12:16 am

Spring fever! It's the hormones

Johnny · Post by **Johnny** » 3/20/2005, 12:23 am

Ahh I see. I think I've had spring fever for the past year.

happening fish · Post by **happening fish** » 3/20/2005, 12:32 am

nice

nikki4982 · Post by **nikki4982** » 3/20/2005, 3:42 am

Cornholio wrote:Last night I dreamt I owned the CM. I remember I bought it from NaMatt. I then proceded to bake it into a pie.

So, umm... you set us on fire?

Dr. Hobo · Post by **Dr. Hobo** » 3/20/2005, 3:45 am

i had a dream once
it was weird
i didnt like it
well i did
it was fucked up tho
i wont say more

happening fish · Post by **happening fish** » 3/20/2005, 10:57 am

Was it the golf club one?